i'm a fool

chapter eight

OMG YALL HIII!! im finally updating after what.. 2 months? almost 3?? terribly sorry for that. I have been so busy and haven't wanted to write, but my goal is to update this story at least one or two more times this week so.. yeah!..

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Also.. gg made me get motivated to update so.. shoutout to Samfraserismygf

(Continuing from the last part)
Sams pov
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I was in deep shit.

"Samantha?!?" The cheerleading coach asked, concerned. "What is going on in there?" She asked again. "N-nothing! I can explain Ms.Hoffman.." Deena just looked down at her feet when suddenly Ms.Hoffman looked at her and raised her eyebrows.

"It's not like that.." I said quietly. Ms.Hoffman shook her head, "Mhm..Mhm." She began to walk away. "Please. Please don't kick me off the team.. I'll do anything. I'll take any punishment. Please.." I followed her, begging out of worry.

She turned around, "It's fine Samantha.. This isn't my business." She explained. "So.. You aren't.. Mad?" I questioned. "No?" She laughed. "If you don't say anything, i wont either.. That's for you to decide Samantha." She sighed and walked out.

I sighed of relief, looking at Deena. She seemed.. Off. "Deena? Are you okay?" I walked to her. She looked at me and shook her head, side smiling. "Nothing. I better go. See you." She grabbed her clothes and walked into a stall to get dressed.

I was confused, and worried what was wrong with her.. But i wasn't gonna worry so much, i nodded and got dressed also. Deena got done changing fast, i wanted to say bye but she darted out of the door before i got a chance. Weird.

*Time skip*
Deenas pov

I walked in my house, hearing the sound of josh's video games from downstairs. I groaned, and walked to the kitchen, seeing that he didn't even finish his lunch. I cleaned up his plate and washed the dish.

Once i was finished i walked to the basement. "Hey.. Im home." I walked up to him, slightly hugging him from behind. "Yeah...Okay." He continued paying attention to the screen, his fingers moving on the controller like crazy.

I rolled my eyes playfully, kissing his head and going back upstairs. I walked to my room, throwing myself on my bed, sighing. I was relaxed until i heard a "Ding!" I rolled over and grabbed my phone.

It was a message from sam, which i expected.

"Hey.. Are you mad at me?"

It was so annoying. I loved sam but sometimes she just pissed me off. I feel like shes just wanting to keep me as a secret. There is just something i don't feel i understand. I hesitated and started at my ceiling, thinking of what to say.

"No."

She read my message instantly, i began to see the 3 little dots.

"Okay.. So we cool?"
"Mhm."
"Okay. :)"

I felt as if it would be awkward to see her again. After what happened today everything seems so off.. I felt as if sam's coach was playing us, and was gonna eventually tell sam's parents..

Not mine of course since its really just me and josh, it would be sam's parents that would be concerned about me. I might lose her, faster than i could make any move.

*Time skip, next day. 1st period*
Sams pov

I felt like Deena was mad at me. I didn't know why.. After yesterday, things feel like nothing but awkward now. All i could do was think about my Julien and what she could be doing right now.

Especially since deena was in my first period.

"Hey.. Pst!" I heard from on the other desk behind me, it was kate. I looked at her confused. "Have you seen deena??" She asked worriedly. "N..No." I shook my head. She sighed and leaned back into her seat.

I began to bite the top of my pen, freaking out.

Soon the class was finally over, and deena never showed. I sighed as i walked to my locker, getting my books for 2nd period. I was fine until a hand slammed on the locker next to mine.

I gasped and rolled my eyes, "Deena?! Finally. Where have you been?" I asked. "Nowhere, just woke up late." She sighed. I followed her as she began walking. "So are you sure everything is okay?" She rolled her eyes, groaning. "I'm sick of you asking that.

I bit my lip. "I just don't want to lose you. Okay? I don't want to make any mistakes.. I really want this." I told her quietly.

She stopped and looked at me. I stopped also. "I just.. I just don't want to be a secret, Sam." She whispered. I shook my head, looking down. "You won't.. You aren't." Sam looked around, hesitating.

I tried to follow her, see what she was so worried about. She looked up, sighing, then back at me. I was confused. She pulled my face and kissed me.. In front of half of the school.

You could hear everyone gasping and talking. I didn't care though.. All i cared about was Sam.

*Flashback*

"I love you Julien. And i want you." Abby cried.

"I love you too.. But what if someone finds out?" Julien whimpered.

"I don't care what people think.. I just want to be with you. It's always been you." Abby got closer to me.

I got closer also, i put my hand on the blondes cheek and we stage kissed.

That was the end of the play, everyone cheering and clapping. Me and "Abby" Held each others hands and waved at everyone. The curtains shut and we all hugged. The whole cast, squealing and clapping for me and sam.

*Flashback over*

Sam pulled away and smiled. I instantly smiled back, we looked around and everyone was just staring. Some in shock, some with dirty looks.. And some just walking away. But it didn't bother us anymore. I wanted my future to be with sam.

Me and sam held hands, walking to class. We didn't have 2nd period together so we eventually went our separate ways. Once i got to my class, i sat down. Smiling. Nothing could ever get in my way now.

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HEYY SOO I HAVE SO SO MUCH IDEAS FOR MY NEXT COUPLE PARTS!! very excited.. but how do we feel??? Let me know! Until the next update.. (Which is very soon) <3 - Jade