"𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮"

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Georgia's POV - A couple of days later

Bucky's words had been replaying in my mind "just for you, beautiful" it was amazing what four words could do to me. Since then Bucky and I have just been back and forth flirting kissing in the morning and then eventually kissing each other goodnight.

People always told me growing up Bucky is a woman's man and eventually, that word around had changed to Bucky is a heartbreaker, that never was the case he was just misunderstood.

Bucky and I were openly flirting yesterday in front of Steve and Tony who didn't seem to care, almost as if they expected it to happen sometime soon. We weren't as PDA as Steve and Natasha since we weren't official like them but we did flirt with each other but it's just because we wouldn't notice that anyone was there until we stopped.

I wanted things to change today, for crying out loud I'm 104 and I saved a serious relationship for Bucky. I guess the 15-year-old in me wanted her time to shine, I don't blame her Bucky definitely looked finer then the forties.

I guess a part of me still loved him as I did 90 years ago, I remembered when he died I slept in his room and stayed with his mother for months. No one talked to me and the only one that could was his mother, I felt like I lost everything when he died.

Steve and I were out shopping at the store grabbing anything that we liked or we thought Bucky and Natasha liked "so you and Bucky?" I knew Steve wanted to talk to me about Bucky and I, he had been pushing for it since I mentioned kissing him and since then have kissed him almost ten times.

"Me and Bucky?" I ask him and he continues pushing the shopping cart "You love him still like the thirties" he asks me "I mean it's not the same but" I pause did I really want to admit that I was in love still "you smile more when you're with him" Steve says with a big smile on his face.

"I do think that if anything happens it would be best if you and Bucky went through it together" I wanted Steve to say directly, that he'd prefer if I was with Bucky than any other man but I don't think he could say it.

"just say that if I were ever married you'd want it to be him" I say agitated "it's taken you years but I'm grown now" I say frustrated at him, Steve never got over the fact that I grew up.

"fine" he stopped the cart and then turned to face me "Georgia my not so little sister, if you were ever to be married or get in a relationship or be pregnant. I'd want it to be Bucky's, I'd want him to have two loving parents that love each other more than our parents loved us and Bucky can give that to you" Steve said calmly and I hug him.

I would never do anything with Bucky without Steve's blessing even though Bucky and I did a lot of things that Steve never knew about, I killed my first man with Bucky, shot my first shot with Bucky, drank alcohol for the first time with Bucky.

He was my first for the most important parts of my life, even sex. Bucky and I never announced our feelings to each other but when we were drunk we'd go crazy. Eventually, it was just really bad sexual tension between him and I, and then well when he was 20 and I was 18 he had sex with me, consensually of course.

The whole saving myself for marriage thing went out the window but I'm glad I did otherwise I'd still be 100 and waiting which would have been four years ago and that's just outright embarrassing.

I hug Steve "I knew you'd come around to it" I smile "so I could just ask him out now?" I say and Steve nods knowing I won't do it.

We finish shopping and I go to my room whilst Nat and Steve pack the groceries, Bucky was nowhere to be seen. I open my door, surprisingly I was very tired today yet I had no combat or fight these past few days.

The room spelt of roses "surprise" a voice said "how the fuck did you get in here" great it was Jonothan. A broken leg, swollen lip and eye, broken wrist. Bucky didn't exactly tell the truth but he was never the best a remembering.

"A beating from my security guard?" I said imitating him and he chuckles, there were rose petals everywhere on the floor and on my bed with a gift basket "it made me want you more princess" oh my god he was disgusting.

"what are you doing here?" he was lucky I didn't give him another broken leg and broken neck with the nerve that he had sneaking into the compound when no one was home "I'm sorry, not telling you the truth" he said and all I could think about was if Bucky came in here.

"I was just out of my mind then and I still am but I am sane with you" it was always that last few words that ruined it. I walk up to him placing my hands on his chest and he closes his eyes, my knee connects with his testicles and I twist his broken wrist even more breaking the cast.

"the audacity you have" I whisper in his ear as he bends over grabbing his nuts, "I made it clear when I didn't want to see you" I continue and he grabs my throat "you have no security guard this time dear" great.

He lifts me up pushing me against the wall, I was shocked that I was still able to breathe "you aren't doing it properly" I say disappointed and he gives me a confused look "kinky are we?" he said cocking an eyebrow up, right I've had it.

I reach for my knife in my back pocket that I had conveniently packed today and stabbed him right next to the heart, my aim was impeccable. He lets go of me as I fall to the ground and his hands move to the area where I stabbed him.



 

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