Jealousy - Bucky x OC

"𝘐'𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭"

Bucky's POV - Same Day

those three words that I had been waiting for since I was 17. right there. 

Why didn't I say it back? I opened my mouth but words came out and all I could do was laugh, I hope she didn't take it the wrong way.

Instead of telling her, I place my right hand on her cheek running my thumb across her cheek rubbing her tear away "you don't have to say it" she said looking up at me and I smile "you never had anything to be jealous about James" she looks back down at my metal hand.

"you had me from the moment I turned 15" she said quietly, I knew I did. The glisten in her eyes when she saw me that night through her window, the smile she had when I handed her, her present. 

I didn't have a clue of where the jealousy thing came from, I think it was because everyone around me got everything they ever wanted and all I ever wanted was her but I was never allowed, she was always busy.

"It was young love but it wasn't one-sided" I said, "I wouldn't have snuck out at 1 am for any girl" I chuckle, finally words were forming and I was able to say them "I'd only do it for my girl" I say and she chuckled but then her face it turned red, she was blushing.

I snicker and she lifts her head up hitting my chest "I forgot to ask doll how is your arm?" she hated when I changed the topic I was always able to tell because the horns above her eyebrows become more visible when I do change the topic.

"it's fine there's still pain but I'm fine" she smiles, her eyes sparkled like the moment I snuck out to her house. The same 15 year old Georgia was still in her... it sounded strange but it was like I felt 17 all over again. 

She shows me her stitches and her wound had fully healed "I'll pull them out tomorrow" I said to her and she nods her hands had let go of my hands now, indicating that she was ok now. I grab her placing her in between my legs spreading them out to create a gap she could fit in, "what are you doing?" the concern in her voice was noticeable but it didn't matter.

She sits there for a while before leaning back on my chest "you are my girl gem" I whispered, wanna find peace in my mind looking for the answer as to why I couldn't say those three words back to her but I was just thankful that she understood me.

"I am?" her voice was quiet and soft, she was slowly dozing off on my chest "mhm" I smile grabbing her fingers playing with them "my beautiful, beautiful Georgia" I said quietly playing with her fingers and putting them in the formation of a middle finger chuckling to myself lightly.

"Thanks for ruining the moment" she says raising her hands and I laugh, I was never one for soppy moments after the whole Hydra thing. It completely wrecked everything I had going for me, my life was literally gone when they found me.

but for Georgia,

Oh for Georgia I'd have a soppy moment over and over again. I'd cry in front of her, I'd get angry in front of her, I'd even smile in front of her and she wouldn't see me as a monster or some guy who is trying to get back into the world and trying to fit in, she saw me as the same guy from the forties.

The caring, sweet loving guy. Well, I hope that she still saw me as that guy, I mean she always knew the changes that happened after Hydra so I hope she still saw me as that soft guy that always protected her because I'll never stop protecting her.

Steve walks in covering his eyes "please tell me you aren't naked with my sister" he said "god no steve jesus I would never have sex with Bucky I'm just sitting here" she says and I wrap my arms around her torso "I was just checking in what did you guys want for dinner, the whole gang is coming over" Steve invited everyone over?

"I don't know" I mumble and Georgia's elbows connect to my balls and I groan in pain "no kids for you I guess" Steve says walking out closing the door quietly, Georgia sits up and laughs.

"you bitch" I groan my balls feelings have truly been hurt physically and emotionally, she stops laughing covering her mouth "I'm sorry that was funny though" she says still laughing "you aren't my girl anymore" I groan in pain and she grabs my cheeks kissing me slowly.

My arms wrap around her waist, her lips moved perfectly insync with mine but it eased the pain.

"that make up for it?" god she was so perfect, I bite my lip looking down from her eyes to her lips "yeah" I said quietly and I grab her face pulling her in for another kiss, I feel like a brand new person when I kiss her.

Her lips were soft, almost silken, and pillowy against my own. I could feel the soft tickle of her breath beneath my nose, fingers carding through her hair as we breathed each other in, perfect harmony.

She pulls apart again and my breath hitches admiring the hair that fell in front of her face, the smile she made covering her face and blushing trying to hide it from me but I grab her hands and pull them down.

"I love you too"