but he wasn't he... Dead

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Marco eyes widened and thew himself onto me balling his eyes I just had to hug back... Was Marco in love with me the entire time? This overwhelmed feelings are completely different I just didn't know how to react I stayed quiet

Marco yelled "JEAN SAY SOMETHING PLEASE"

I just replied with "I.. I just... Can't find the... Words"

Marco started to cry very loudly

I whispered "but tho I have missed you alot, so did Connie, Sasha, Armin, Historia and Ymir"

Marco's crying died down a bit He said calmly "whose Historia?"

Eren said "remember Christa Lenz, Historia Reiss was her real name and we found out she had royal blood in her and she became Queen of Paradis under Commander Erwin's orders"

Marco stopped crying and he just wiped his tears away he said softly "Zeke is half royal blood, Eren the pure titan that ate your mother was his mother Dina Fritz"

Eren asked "I know but how did you find out"

Marco was quiet than said "Zeke told me everything"

I nodded I noticed that the sky was going dark I went "ya know what we should just rest here till Commander Hange gets here"

Marco nodded and pulled something massive under his bed, it was two mattresses Marco went "grab a mattress"

And walked off

Eren whispered "well that was one hell of a rollercoaster for both you and Marco, didn't know he had feelings for you, I mean Ymir suspect that he had feelings for the boys little did she know that... She was right... It was you"

I pulled my mattress put it next to his and the bottom of his bed while Eren put his mattress below mine but with a gap

Eren asked "are you happy that he is alive?"

I smiled weakly and said "ya know what, yea I... I am"

"So what do you think about him having feelings for you"

I sighed heavily and went "well I don't know how to react it's something I never think would happen"

It was quiet all we heard was Marco's foot step and his sniffling

Eren broke the silence by saying "you know what sometimes I would have dreams of seeing you two hugging and Marco saying to repeatedly 'I am alive Jean I am Alive' I never told you cause I knew you would just take your anger out of me over his death"

Than Marco popped out of the other room and went "well I couldn't find any pillows but here are you blankets"

Marco looked at his bed than took a pillow out from underneath another pillow on his bed and he dropped it on the floor

He said in a low voice "I can survive with one"

Eren went "you can have it Jean I slept with pillows many times"

This is my first time in five years sleeping in Marco's presence again and I wouldn't have to cry myself to sleep over his death because, because he is alive

Eren seems to be calm unlike me and Marco we were just crying yelling and screaming