Welcome to hell

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My life has been disappointment after disappointment i've been cutting for a little over two years I dream about dying everyday. The way I see it, Nothing is ever going to get better so why tell anyone? no point in going on meds nobody needs to know. Ever. Let me tell you a little bit about myself. My favorite color is green, I'm irish but I live in america, I have light brown hair and hazel eyes I am short 5'4 to be exact. I'm not a slut but i'm not a virgin either. I am a social butterfly i'm nice to everyone until you piss me off, that takes a lot. If you hurt my friends or my family, your dead. My favorite band is One Direction/5sos and before I get into the real important stuff let me tell you this, I am not one to let people in on my feelings, if I show any emotion such as sadness and anger its for a good reason I keep that shit to myself. So first and for most I'm very sassy, you should know that I absolutly hate my father, I address him by his first name before you think I am disrespectful let me explain. I respect people if they respect me, my father (Doug) does not respect in any way shape and form, he abuses me. Instead of droning on and on I will cut to the chase. I'm 17 going on 18 My father abuses me i'm mentally unstable and I'm an anorexic cutting bulimic ugly freak. Welcome to my life. Its living hell.

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