Jesus Fucking Christ
FalexlyFelix
Summary:
tumblr prompt: "Ectofeature against a wall sex !!!"
summary: billy is having conflicting thoughts of wanting to do things with his best bro (not shown), and spencers confused and sexually frustrated about it all so they fuck against a wall before billy can change his mind about deciding to fuck his under-aged cousin
i finally finished it
holy shit
real sorry to the anon who requested this i had to get a new keyboard n shit bcos my dad spilled soda on my comp and all, so i had to put a pause on this
spencer pov (he's telling a friend [possibly shanilla] of his first sexual experience with billy), nsfw, not really hardcore butt sex tho, just just touching dicks p much
real glad now that this fic is finished its out of my life and i dont have to deal with it anymore, if its got a typo i just dont care anymore, lmao
Work Text:
I don't know why you want to hear all this but... let's just start off with...
Billy's been acting strange.
It, it could've just be me, but lately he's been a lot more... feel-y. I mean the guy was always hugging me and kissing me and all, but this was different. This was different because you could totally mark those other hugs and kisses off as absolutely friendly and bro-like.
The hugs he gave now lingered a bit longer. The kisses always got a bit more... well, a bit more. Sometimes they were closer to my lips than I expected. Sometimes his touch was... less innocent. A brief brush down my sides, or maybe he placed his hand on the small of my back... there was one time he grabbed my butt but I'm pretty sure that was just an accident.
There was always underlying tension to it, as if he was holding himself back from something.
Now, normally I'd approach a bro on this subject, because there's gotta be something on his mind and all but...
But I didn't.
People are probably wondering, "Spencer why?" and if you give me a moment, I can explain.
I-It's just.
It's because I-
I liked it. A lot.
And I was afraid if I confronted him about it, he'd stop, you know?
Then things started to get stranger, I guess. More infuriating.
We just weren't hanging out anymore, and it was like he completely ignored me whenever I could talk to him. He only responded with a "Mhm." or "Yeah." when we spoke, and then he was suddenly making up some bullshit excuse on why he had to leave, and he'd just float away.
It was like he was purposely avoiding me! It was really getting to me.
Then, get this, he suddenly comes back one day and starts acting all friendly? No, no, not friendly. Like we were... together, like he was doing earlier, being all touchy whenever we were near and alone.
It was like this on and off, constantly. And then, one night, I'm walking back into my room and...
Billy pushes me against the wall, and I'm still in shock after the impact, but he's smashing his cool lips against mine, and I can't even begin to think, can'tbreathe.
He's weaving a hand through my hair, tugging at it, his hand rests at my hip, and I feel like a useless gay child because I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing but this feels so good.
