Max pov
~●morning●~Eghh-(its warm....) i went to hug mister honeynuts cause i was on top of him
(He feels bigger then before but more comfortable....) i feel what i thought was mister honeynuts move slitly which caught me of gaurd and i shot up out of my comfort
(W-why was i sleeping wit-ON NEIL?!?!)
I feel the heat rush to my face as i look down on the taller maleI shake my head almost violentlyand look over at the clock on the wall
(It's only 3:00 am.....i should go to my bed go to sleep and pretend this neav-)
My thoughts were intrupted by neil moving slightly i realise im still on top of him so i move to get off of him and his bedOut of nowhere i felt him grab me and pull me down into a huh'What the hel-' i was cut off again by neil
Neil:'shhh s-sleep.....
I couldbt see my face but i knew i was redder then a tomato i tried to get out of the sleepinng boys grip
'He is stronger then he looks'i whisper to my self
(Im really tiered.....i-i'll judt close my eyes just for a s-sec.....)
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am i really that usless?(neil x max)
Randombad grammer neilxmax includes abuse and selfharm bit of dadvid