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Not again?!

Christmas day. I'm first to wake up, or at least I think I am, also this isn't good because i'm supposed to sleep in because we were up late last night getting everything ready. Also the puppy is legit sleeping next to me on the floor, i might take him up here.

Kissing him on the forehead as I sit up, "I'm bringing JackJack up here."

I reach over and pick up the sleeping, floppy, puppy and bring him close. He snuggles in as I start scrolling through my phone. Morgan tosses around, clearly having a dream, his brow is furrowed and his jaw is clenched. Maybe I should wake him up but I don't think that is the best idea in this situation.

I reach for the remote, turn on the TV, I go to Netflix and turn on The Flash. I'm really enjoying this show right now, Iris is my favorite character and I just got to the part where they find out Harrison Wells is actually Eobard Thawne. I knew something was fish with him, he just didn't sit right with me.

Mumbling, "good morning baby.." he goes to wrap my arms around my waist, "what the?!"

Giggling quietly, "I brought JackJack up here, I can't believe we've had him for like 4 days ish now. What pushed you to get him?"

Sleepy looking at me, "Just having to leave you, having mega baby fever, plus I felt that the kids should grow up with a dog. It'll teach them to be gentle to the things they love."

Furrowing my brow in interest, "Babe, did you just say you have baby fever?" Honestly, I never thought he would say that.

Rubbing his thumb against my thigh, "maybe, but I only want to have another for when you are ready, cuz I'm ready whenever. Just remember you are supposed to be in YOUR wedding dress in around three ish months." ugh he is so freaking right.

Sliding down to his level, "9 months from now we can start trying, preferably in October because then when Christmas comes around my morning sickness will be down and we can just play it off as the flu or some 48 bug, and I shouldn't be showing all too much."

"I know I know, I just don't wanna wait, I want another one... I only had one sibling growing up and like it wasn't always the best." I put JackJack in the middle of us.

Looking into his sleepy eyes, "I was an only sibling, I grew up lonely. And I get that, but I would like a summer baby and we passed the time to try. We have like six birthdays in the fall/early winter, five in the spring, and one in the early summer."

Looking me in the eye, smiling, "your so fucking beautiful, you know that right?"

Blushing, "n-no.." I smile.

His fingertips brush my cheek as he tucks hair behind my ear, "well now you do, and I can not wait to see you on our big day.."

Kissing him, "just under four months love, that's how long you have to wait to see it on me, yet alone see it."

Speaking into me, which sounds weird but it isn't, "ughhh... babe... do I have to wait so damn long?!"

Messaging the back of his head with my fingernails, "because... we have a plan, and I would like to keep in place. Its better to stick to the original plan and you know that all too well."

"Yeah... the original plan..." he looks at me, "If I had stuck to the original plan we would not be here today..."

What, you know there is only one actual good way to find out what he means. Kissing his forehead "can you please actually what you mean? Because I am so lost right now, so please explain what you are saying."

He looks me in my eyes, honestly he looks scared, "No.." what does he mean no?

"Baby... tell me.." he's obviously scared to tell me, "you can trust me, whatever it is you can tell me."