Im sorry, I screwed up

Nine

Emily drove the three home, JJ sat in the back with the boys. When they got home Tara was still there, so was Penelope. She had started driving when JJ hung up earlier.

JJ put both boys to bed and joined the girls on the couch. Emily had a glass of white wine ready for JJ. "I just don't know how I messed this up." She groaned.

"Sweets you did nothing wrong. He practically kidnapped the boys today. You didn't do anything wrong." Penelope said. Without saying a thing she got her computer out and faced to JJ.

"Tara and I did some research. We found really good divorce lawyers and we can help with whatever you need." Penelope said. "Well cheers to that. Because I really don't want to do this on my own." JJ laughed. Emily wrapped an arm around her and pulled her close. "You are stuck with us until the world ends. Or if you stop buying me wine." Emily smiled. JJ put her head on Emily's shoulder and smiled.

Emily looked at Penelope and smiled. When Tara and Pen weren't looking, Emily slowly moved her arm away. JJ looked at Emily for second, then turned back to Pen. She started typing on her computer and found the best lawyer. Like she said, they took care of it. Penelope texted Rossi letting him know, he was the one that had the lawyer list. Rossi pulled some strings and managed to get the paperwork started, all JJ had to do was sign.

She already knew what was going to happen with custody, they were going to split. Back when they first had Henry, JJ made sure to talk about the possibilities of divorce. They agreed that if the love was gone they would share custody. It would be easier for the boys and create less drama. The boys would most likely stay with her for two weeks, then switch.

Holidays were easy. Will was never into the traditional holidays, he only got excited because JJ was. He did his own holidays. If all went according to plan, JJ would get Christmas, Halloween, Thanksgiving and Easter while Will would get them for his own thing. They made a contract to ensure it would all work out.

Knowing that, JJ could relax with the girls. They split a bottle of wine before Tara left. Penelope left shortly after, she couldn't keep the secret the pair had kissed. "And then there were two." JJ smiled. Emily laughed and turned to face her.

"Hey, sorry for the arm thing. I didn't want to make you uncomfortable or anything." Emily said. JJ chuckled and looked at her. "Emily I know you don't like being touchy, you are totally good." Emily laughed and got confused. "What do you mean? I can be touchy." She defended. JJ laughed at her.

"The only person I have seen you be touchy with is Garcia, not like you had a choice. But I have seen you with your boyfriends, you have never wanted physical contact in public. Private, no idea." She smiled. Emily tried fighting but she was right.

She was only ever touchy with two people, Penelope and JJ. JJ seemed to forget what had happened on their last case. Emily never would have fallen asleep with anyone else like that. JJ was the only person that she allowed herself to relax with.

"Yeah well, its easier to hold onto people that I'm close with. You can never be too careful." She said smiling, obviously hiding something from JJ. JJ turned her head and looked at Emily. "Emily." she whispered. "You don't have to be on edge, not when it's just us." Emily looked at her and smiled.

For a second, JJ thought she saw Emily look at her lips. She thought she was imagining it until Emily put her hand on her head but hesitated. JJ grabbed Emily's and looked at her.

"Do it." She whispered.

With that, Emily pulled JJ's head to hers and kissed her. JJ wrapped her arms around her neck, she has been waiting for this.

JJ pushed Emily against the arm of the chair and got on top of her. Emily pulled JJ's waist closer to her. She felt JJ's tongue hit her lip and she opened her mouth.

Emily pulled JJ's head closer and JJ's mouth moved lower. Emily moved her head to the side so she had access to her neck. JJ started to move down but Emily pulled back.

"The boys. We can't do it here." She whispered. JJ put her forehead on Emily's and thought for a moment. "The car." She said. Emily smiled and picked JJ up off the couch.

JJ wrapped her legs around her and continued kissing her neck. Emily unlocked the car and laid JJ down in the back seat. Before she knew it, JJ pinned her in the bottom.