Im sorry, I screwed up

Fifteen

"I have an answer right now. No one is moving." JJ said. The undersecretary turned at the door. "Jen that means we break up." Emily whispered.

"I know. It's easier this way. Enjoy your lunch. And if it's all right with you I need to go pick up the boys from school." She said quietly as she walked out the door.

When she got in the car she wanted to cry, but she couldn't. She physically couldn't cry. All of the sadness and anger were taking over and she just couldn't cry.

After all, this is just another thing keeping them apart. To JJ this meant it wasn't meant to be. She got to the school and put on a smile before the boys opened the door.

She dropped them at home before going to work. They lived outside of the bus routes so this was an every day thing.

Emily walked to the bullpen and gave her burger to Reid, she wasn't hungry anymore. On her way back to the office the elevator opened and they made eye contact.

Trying to sound normal, she told JJ to meet in her office. "Why the hell did you just do that?" She asked as soon as the door was closed. "Because I can't go somewhere else Emily. My life is at the BAU." JJ said leaning on the door.

"We don't know it would've been you." Emily tried to get closer to her but JJ moved to the other side of the room.

"Yes we do. You're the unit chief. They wouldn't have moved you anywhere. At least we can still work together."

"Jen we have done that for 15 years. I can't keep doing it. I'm tired of it." Emily said standing up.

"We don't have an option Em. I can't not see you everyday."

"You could have given us a chance to talk. You didn't even fight." Emily was getting mad now.

"I don't have anything left to fight. I'm tired of people keeping us apart: Will, Jackson, Andrew. Everything is getting in the way and I can't handle it Emily." JJ said, matching Emily's anger.

"Than let me fight Jennifer! You may not have anything left but I do. You didn't even give me a chance."

"Emily there's nothing you could have done. It's over." JJ said. She put her hand on the handle but Emily stopped her. "No it fucking isn't Jennifer."

"Yes it fucking is. Give it up." Emily locked the door and JJ tried to push past her but couldn't. "Don't you dare say that. We both know that won't happen." Emily raised her voice.

"Emily it's over. Accept it." JJ got louder.

"You have to say it to my face."

"What do you want me to say Emily? That I don't love you?" She yelled. "Yes. Please tell me you don't have feelings for me. I would love to hear it." Emily yelled back.

JJ opened her mouth to speak but couldn't say anything. "That's what I thought. You, Jennifer Jareau, need to stop and realize I'm not leaving." Emily thought she saw JJ's eyes look at her lips for a quick moment.

Emily shut up and pulled JJ closer to her. JJ wrapped her arms around Emily's neck moved towards the middle of the room. All of the anger and sadness was put into that kiss.

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JJ picked her up and set her down on the desk. Emily moved her hair to the side, giving JJ access to her neck. JJ got on Emily's lap started kissing and biting at her jawline.

She left marks down her neck and Emily started unbuttoning JJ's shirt. When she was done she picked JJ up and threw her on the chair. JJ pulled Emily's waist towards her and unbuttoned her jeans.

With one hand on Emily's head, she slowly rubbed her thumb on the inside of Emily's thigh. Emily started biting at JJ's collarbone and she slowly started rubbing on Emily's underwear.

JJ could feel her hot breath on her neck and Emily moved back up. JJ moved Emily's underwear to the side and inserted a finger. This caused Emily to pull JJ's head closer to her.

She bit at JJ's lip as JJ went faster. She had two fingers at a steady pase and her thumb made circles on Emily's clit. She rubbed faster until Emily couldn't handle it.

She finished on JJ's fingers causing her to stop. JJ wiped them off and started to get up. Emily pushed JJ back down and undid her jeans. "I'm still mad at you."

She pulled them down slightly and her underwear went with. She immediately kissed up JJ's thigh and spelt her name on JJ's clit with her tongue. She added two fingers and started off slow.

JJ covered her mouth as Emily started curling her fingers. She licked up JJ's stomach and started attacking her neck again. JJ breathed heavily and dug her nails into Emily's back.

Emily moved her fingers faster and kissed JJ to stop her from yelling. She felt JJ finish on her fingers and she stopped.

The two of them sat there for a moment, not able to process what just happened.