Atrocious

Chapter-15

Song Ji hyo POV
She has been throwing up for five minutes straight , the symptoms are showing as she near to her time . She only left for five months . During this months , a lot of things happened . She and Jong kook told their parents , and their fans , they didn't tell about her condition to their fans but to their family . Her mother couldn't stop crying after hearing about her , and she is afarid about facing Jong kook's mom cause she didn't want her to think that she is pulling her son into a hopeless marriage after all , he may be left behind heart broken. But to her suprised , his mom accepted the fact and treat her like her daughter.  She went to met members every Monday with bell although she didn't join . They told the members about her condition and she can see the worried and hurt from their eyes . However , they can't do anything except sorry or cry ,well this is her fate she can understand . She met with Gary and his family too. Bell became best friends with Hao , dream ,soul and song. And she became the sweetheart of both parties . Her mom and jong kook 's Mom always wanted to babysit her and her grandpa can't stop buying the toys and dresses for her. She easily become comfortable with everyone . Haha always tease Jong kook how bell and dream look good together and he was always welcomed by Jong kook's hard smack . She and Jong kook are like they can't take their hands off from each other for five minutes straight. They are just like those love birds and they can't even sleep without other 's presence . It felt awesome and ... she can't describe this ... she always feel relieved from her problems as soon as he hold her hands and whispered those sweet words into her ears . She is already afraid about leaving his side. She didn't want to leave him and her symptoms are worrying her . She had been throwing up and feel dizzy quit easily . Sometime , her vision became blurred and bell is watching her very carefully Everytime she feel that her mama didn't feeling well. They didn't tell bell about her condition but she is a genius . She can sense that something didn't right with her mama but she never questioned it . She is blessed for having a daughter like bell . She always smile while watching bell . However , she is more like a papa's princess . Jong kook spoiled her very much and he make sure that she get everything she wanted . Jong kook and her planning to get marry this month. Her condition became worse as the days near to near but Jong kook never left her side and ji hyo feel something sorry for him . She is going to die after all , but he still chose to marry her.  It make her happy and sad at the same time. She love him dearly and she didn't want him to feel lonely and sad after ... after her dealth. So , she approached him and told about that to him but he refused to hear and told her not to tell those words . They cried , that is the only thing they can do , fate is cruel to them. Why !! She wanted to tell at the god that why her !!! Why he need to bring this fate to her !!! She wanted to scream and told him to release this awful fate but how !!! She didn't know after all fate is fate ,noone can change it . Not her , not Jong kook ,not bell , not their love , they can never win the fate. She sighed , she stop all of her shattering thoughts and brush her teeth which has awful smell. Then , she went to the living room where bell is drawing on her book . She raised her little head when she hear her footsteps . She went to her and sat beside her.

"What are you drawing , bell ? " Ji hyo asked while peaking her drawing .

"Our family !!" She squeeze in excitement and show her the drawing . In the drawing , bell is in the middle and ji hyo and Jong kook holds her hands on each side and they are watching a blue sea. Ji hyo raised her eyebrows .

"Sea?" She asked and bell nodded her head .

"I like sea . They are blue and they are breaktaking. " Bell said and ji hyo thought about it for a moment and then an idea popped out from her head . Then , they heard the door click open and reveals Jong kook who finished his morning workout . He went to them and kiss their foreheads .

"Morning love , morning princess" he said and they two giggled at his cheesy tone.

"Oppa , look at what bell drew ." Ji hyo showed him the drawing . And Jong kook also raise his eyebrows .

"Sea ?" Jong kook asked and they two nodded .

"Bell said she like sea !!! And I have an idea about it " Ji hyo said and now it is bell turned to raise her little eyebrows .

"Let's make a wedding on the beach !!!" Ji hyo yelled and bell is now jumping from joy . Jong kook chuckled at that and kiss Ji hyo 's cheek and then to bell 's cheek .

"Anything you want , love " Jong kook said and ji hyo grinned .

"Oppa , just a small private wedding , no big " Ji hyo reminded him . Although Jong kook want a big and expensive wedding ceremony , Ji hyo just want a small private wedding . Finally he accept it and they are going on with small private wedding . They already chose their wedding dresses . Her dresses is really pretty for her and expensive too. She is going to wear a heart shaped neckline and mermaid dress , there is a silver chain around waist. When Jong kook saw her with that dress , he can't close at his sight. Finally she is going to marry the love of her life.