Atrocious

Chapter -18

Kim Jong kook POV
He has this awful feeling throughout the shooting . He feel like he is losing something and he can't understand that feeling . Throughout the shooting , he smiled when they did joke and he galre when they tease him but everything didn't reach his ears . Something is happening , his mind warned and yelled but he is afraid to accept this warning . When they took break , he called Ji hyo but every call went straight to voicemail. He became worried more and more as the time passed . In the corner of his eyes , he saw jae suk walked straight to him .

"Jong kook ah , are you ok ? " Jae suk asked while putting his hands on his shoulder .

"Ne , hyung . It is just that I have this feeling like something is happening . " He answered truthfully . Jae suk gave him an encouraging smile .

"Don't worry much , Jong kook ah . Ji hyo is a strong woman. She beat all of us during our time together in running man. She will be ok " jae suk assured him . All of the members are worried about Ji hyo . When they heard about her condition for the first time , he can feel that they were holding their tears and sorrow cause they didn't want Ji hyo feel sorry to them . They know that she is a strong woman . They didn't want to see her tears . They gave their support , they make her happy . He knows that running man is so precisou for all of them. They are family more than friends , more than coworker . Running man is their home. He also gave him a smile. His ringtone break in their conversation . He checked the ID and showing Seung mon name. He quickly answered the phone , he feel his heart is beating fast

"He...llo " he stammered . He doesn't know but he can feel his fear. 'oh god' he murmured.

"Hyung... noo...na " he can feel his shaky voice from the phone.

"What is happening , Seung Mon yah ? Is Ji hyo ok !!!" He also asked with his frighten face. All of the members including the crew look at his ways.

"Just ... come... to the hospital , hyung " he replied . 'hopital , what the hell !!! ' his mind is screaming . He quickly hung up the phone and turned to leave. All of the members gave him their look 'what is wrong ,hyung or Jong kook '

"I need to go hyung , Ji hyo is in hospital. " He quickly said and he can see the fringhtend look in their face.

"Is she ok ??"

"Oh my , is noona ok ??"

"What happened ??" He can feel a lot of questions in the air but he didn't want to answer . He , himself didn't know how to handle the pain in his chest . Jae suk who notice his condition , told all of them to stay quit and told him to leave the shootingand he will take care the rest . He quickly thank him and went to his car . ' no, no don't leave me Ji hyo yah. ' his mind is screaming. ' no she will never leave . She said she will always by my side. ' he argued with his fear. He know this would coming but when it happens in real , he can 't handle the pain. He can't feel even his breathing . ' please be ok , Ji hyo yah. Don't leave bell and me ' he begged . When he was infront of the hospital , he quickly went to receptionist . She remembered him , after all he a celebrity who posses success throughout his career . She told him they way and and he run to the elevator. When he heard of the elevator 's door open , he went to the hall and saw Seung Mon . He look helpless .

"Seung Mon yah !!" He called with his breathless voice.

"Hyung !!" Seung Mon said .

"How is she ?? What happened ??" He asked immediately.

"Doctors are still checking hyung. This morning , I went to your home to give you the food that omma made for you and I found her ... unconscious on the floor
... panicked run over me ... I don't know what to do ... Then I collect myself and called the ambulance... It is my first time of seeing ... my strong sister lying unconscious on the floor... I am afraid ... I am afraid of losing her ... Hyung " seung Mon said and he also can't help himself but let his tears flow helplessly . Then ,the doctor wearing his duty coat went out from the room .

"Where is song Ji hyo 's family ?" He asked..

"I  am his husband " he quickly answered ..

"Is she ok , doc !!! " He prayed for God to bring good news not bad news but seem like god didn't listen his prayed . Doctor took a long sighed .

"Her tumor is getting worse day by day . I want you all to tell that be ready for the time . " His words are stabbing his heart . How can he say to prepare myself while his wife is in the battle of life and dealth.

"What ARE YOU SAYING BE READY FOR TEH TIME. YOU ARE A DOCTOR , BRING MY SISTER BACK ,YOU FOOL " Seung Mon burst into anger but his brother who is in this hospital tried to clam him down . As for him , his world is crushed. How can he survive from this hell !!! He want to tell to the god for taking away his precious thing , for ruining his happiness. Tears flow from his eyes. 'I want you Ji hyo yah, please don't leave me.' he whispered.