Atrocious

Chapter -7

Song Ji hyo POV
It has been three days since her last episode in running man . She scrolled her screen which is showing her contact list . She stopped her scrolling at a certain person 's name . She though hard about calling him , and since she is thinking hard she didn 't notice Seung Mon entered the room .

"Noona , it is time to go.  " He said with a sad smile on his face . She also returned the smile and hug him .

"Don't worry Seung Mon yah , I'll be ok . " Ji hyo assure him . She is going to New Zealand today . She wanted to go there as far as she can remember .

"Call me whenever you need someone . And don't worry about omma and appa , I will take care of them . Enjoy yourself in yourself noona. " Seung Mon said .

"Oh my , Seung mom yah , I just give a visit to New Zealand , it is not like I move to there . " Ji hyo said and pinch Seung Mon cheek .

"Oww , noona ." Seung Mon whined . And ji hyo laughed at her brother .

"Umm... U sure you didn 't want to tell to anyone ? Not even , Jong kook hyung  " Seung Mon asked and ji hyo sighed .

"Seung Mon yah , I just going there for one month , you don't need to worry and just wanna be myself . Don't worry , ok ?" Ji hyo said and Seung Mon nodded his head . Then , they went to the airport , her parents and sister along with Seung Mon accompany her . She kissed their ckeek and said good bye before her fly to New Zealand . She put her earphones and start playing the music which give the same feeling as hers right now .

The last kiss by  Majiko

Kisesouna hoshi o nagamete
I stare at the disappearing star

Urei wo yozora no hakidasu
The night sky spits out its sorrow .

Ochiru hitosuji no negai wa
A strand of wish comes down

Awaku tokete kieta
Melts lighlty and disappears .

(She remembered the time Jong kook called her with formality , Ji hyo ssi . She remembered their first hug , they were so happy because they won the game . )

Kimi no itsumo no kuchiguse mo
Your favorite phrase ,

Makezu kiraina seikaku mo
That hate -to -lose personality of yours

Tonari de warau sono kao no
That smiling face you have when you are by my side. 

Daiji no shiteta noni
I truly cherish all of that. 

( She remembered his phrase , healthy is the best gift in your life . He always nagging about that ,  Jong kook didn't like losing therefore in running man his role became Sparta , he always smile when she is always by his side , and she will never forget about all of this till her last breath , a single tear slip down from her eyes )

Kizukeba nazeka ienakunatta
When I realized it , how come I can't say a thing ?

Kimi no muketa Suki toiu kotoba
To you , the words "I love You "

Kokoro no dokoka de wa
Maybe somewhere in my heart , I have already given up ,

Modorenai itoshi Tete mo
Even though I know that I wouldn't be able to return

(How they are stuck up in this situation , ! They start as strangers then coworkers then friend , but they can't never be a thing . Why ? Maybe just like this song , somewhere in her heart , she already given up these words 'I love you ' )

Futari no kako o subete kowashite
Crush all both our past

Mou boku nanka kirai no natteyo
I am already starting to hate it

Soshitara Kimi no koto o imasugu demo
And everything about you

Wasurete shimaeru noni
I will forget it right now

( Well , this part isn't the same as her feeling cause she knew she will never or ever able to forget about him , cause she love him with true love and pure love, somewhere I her heart , he will always take a part in its . )

Well if they can go back to the time where they met , she would tell her feeling  to him before too late , before they are comfortable being in friendzone , before  they can understand each other , before everything too late but for now ... everything is too late , noone can fix it right now , not even the god cause she know when the time comes , she had to leave all of her love ones behind including him . They can 't get a perfect life together , she will regret for this but she can't make him stay with her and make him feel bad for her .

Kim Jong kook POV
He has been busy these past three days so he can't call to Ji hyo or make a visit to her but for now , he is free so he drove to Ji hyo 's house . He rung the bell but when the door crack open , he was welcomed by Seung mon

"Hyung !! What did you bring here ? " Seung Mon asked and greeted him

"Oh , Seung Mon yah , I just wanted to pay a visit to Ji hyo , is she here ? " Jong kook asked with the hope of meeting the love of his life .

" Well... Umm..." Seung Mon said while scratching his neck . ' why he acts like he is nervous ' Jong kook thought .

" Noona isn't here , hyung " Seung Mon said . And Jong kook raised his eyebrows .

"So , where is she ? in your parents ' house or is she go shopping or wait a minute don't tell me , she is somewhere where she can sleep peacefully ..." Jong kook was interrupted by Seung Mon words

" Noona isn't in Korea , hyung " Seung Mon said and Jong kook can't understand his words .

"Umm... What u mean , Seung Mon yha ? " Jong kook asked and Seung Mon sighed . He invited him to take a seat in the living room and strat explining the things , how Ji hyo said she wanted to take a break and how she wanted to tralve the world and realese her stress . And then , she said that she wanted to take a trip to over sea and she didn't want to tell where she will go cause she didn't want her family or someone she knew follow her . Well , finally Seung Mon finished his expalining . Jong kook didn't progree the things he said . Just like his world is crushing down . Just like his heart was strabbed , what happend ? Ji hyo is leaving from this country and she didn't tell anyone where she goes , he can 't tell anything or ask anything . Everything he can think now is how his heart hurt so badly .