Missing love (stolitz) (Blitzø angst)

Chapter 10: unexpected visitor

BLITZØ POV:

I slowly opened my eyes and felt myself in a warm embrace.

I turn around and found Stolas holding me as he sleeps hooting softly.

So cute..

i slowly moved out of his grip and walked over to the balcony to see it was still dark out.

I looked at the clock on the desk to check the time.

4:30?

Well i got up early..

i looked out at the night sky thinking.

What would life be like filled with happiness..

if i ever did end up being worth something i would be able to be happy..

but im not..

I just wish I wasn't such a mistake, maybe then-

"you aren't any of those things darling.."

i heard a voice from behind me say.

I slammed my hand onto my mouth.

Did i say that out loud!??

I slowly turned around to see Stolas behind me.

"Did i say all that out loud..?"

"Mhm.."

i looked down ashamed but then i felt a hand on my face.

He gently lifted my face and stroked my cheek with his thumb as he looked into my eyes.

"No matter what happened in your past let it stay in the past. Past experiences are there for you to learn from them not beat yourself to the curb till you break. And if someone does that to you then show them why they are wrong. "

"Stolas.. I don't deserve you.."

i look down but Stolas turns my head to look at him again

"My darling, you do deserve me and more. Never forget that"

he said as he bent down and kissed me.

I kissed back then broke the kiss and smiled.

"If you ever need anything Blitzy just know that I'm always here when ever you need me"

i leaned into his embrace feeling warmth and comfort in his arms

"thanks Stolas.."

Later i noticed it was time for work so i got up and got ready.

I wrote a quick note to Stolas then went next to him and left it on his bedside table.

"Bye Stolas.."

i say staring at his sleeping face as i smiled.

I moved some of his hair out of his face and gave him a soft kiss on the forehead and left from the window.

The day went on normally until Blitzø got an unexpected visitor..

BLITZØ POV:

I was in my office finishing up some paper work until i heard Moxxie call for me from the office

"Sir! Come over here!!!"

I then heard rapid knocking.

I groaned and went over to the door and opened it

"WHAT IS IT!?"

"Someone is here to see you"

"the fuck? But I don't have any clients till about an hour"