BLITZØ'S POV:
"NOOOOO!!!"
I screamed as i sat up.
I was breathing heavily and crying as i felt something soft around me
"Blitzø it's ok! I'm right here my dear!"
I felt the fluff that was holding me than i looked up
"S-Stolas..?"
"yes my love it's me"
"Stolas!!!"
I cried as i leaped into his chest and balled my eyes out.
"Shhh it's ok my dear.. it's ok.. im here don't worry.."
he said softly as he pet my horns.
I stayed listening to his heart beat and snuggling into his fluff making sure this isn't a dream.
The heart me was enough to slowly calm me down.
Eventually i fell asleep into his arms.
STOALS' POV:
My poor Blitzø..
he always has nightmares and they never seem to stop..
i hope he can tell me one day what these nightmares are about so that i can help him..
my love..
what's going on in your mind..?
Hmm he myst have fallen asleep.
I slowly tuck him back into bed being carful not to wake him back up than get in with him.
Goodnight my dear.
The next day.
MOXXIE'S POV:
Blitzø has been really distant and seemed to be spacing out a lot today..
after what happened yesterday, me, Millie and Loona haven't stopped being concerned for him..
maybe..
we did wrong to judge him just based on what Loona heard..
maybe she heard wrong or we miss understood what he meant..
hold on..
if we did misunderstand what he meant then..
oh shit..
"guys.. i think we fucked up big time.."
i said to Loona and Millie as they drank their coffee in the break room with me.
"What do you mean Mox?"
Millie asked a bit concerned.
"After what happened yesterday.. i'm starting to think that.. maybe we misunderstood what Blitzø meant when i said that he hated us.. i feel like he wasn't referring to us at all.. i mean think about it, how many times has Blitzø saved our asses whenever we got into shit?"
They stayed quiet and looked down
"fuck.. looks like we really dod fuck up.."
Loona said her ears drooping
"well.. what do we do now..?"
Millie asks a hint of guilt in her voice.
"Well we have to talk to him, he clearly isn't ok after what happened yesterday, i mean he's been blacking out and everything all day.. way more than before.. i feel like.. we might have made it worse.."
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Missing love (stolitz) (Blitzø angst)
FanfictionBlitzø has to deal with his depression and the monsters of his past start coming back to him. His traumatic past slowly starts getting uncovered and his mask slowly starts to crumble as more of that past is revealed and his life slowly starts fallin...