TW: abuse
BLITZØ POV:
"I'm sorry please! Please stop!" i cried
"hmm.. let me think about it.. NO!" My dad says as he whips me again.
I scream in agony as the spikes dig into my skin then get pulled out ripping my skin and blood spilling out everywhere
"p-please! I-i promise i-i'll cook it better next time! P-please!"
I see Barbie pass by the hallway
"Sis! Sis!"
She looks over at me then gives me a glare and tells me to fuck off before going back onto her phone and walking off.
More tears stream down my face as i turn and see my dad walking to to me with a knife
"how about.. i in grave a little message.. so you never forget what you are."
I stare at him horrified as he gives me a devilish grins and sprinted at me holding the knife
"DIE USELESS PIECE OF SHIT! IT'S YOUR FAULT! ALL YOUR FAULT!! DIE! DIE! DIE!!!!!"
He shouts as he stabs me then proceeds to carve something on my back before throwing me onto the bear traps.
I scream as i feel the bear traps close and snap every bone in it.
Everything then starts to get blurry and the room started to vanish as i saw visions of my mom and my sister Tilla
(I know Tilla is canonically his mom now, at least that's what it looked like in ep 7, but i wrote the backstory and plot of this fanfic way before the episode came out)
i cry as i see them fade away.
The area then turns into the first LuLu land i used to work at
"erg you can't do anything right can you Blitzo!"
"I-i em.."
"you know what! I had enough! I'm calling the boss to fire you!"
"W-wait sis!"
"Shut it mistake! Don't even touch me! God i hate you so much!" She kicked me in the face as she walked off.
I looked over and saw Fiz, the real Fiz.
I started remembering flashbacks from when me and Fiz where kids
"hey Fizzy!"
"Heya shortie!"
"I told you to stop calling me that! I'm not THAT short!" I huffed
"hehe sure what ever you say, shortie"
he gives me a smirk as he looked down at me.
I pouted and looked away acting upset
"come on we need to go! Don't wana miss the show now do you?" He says as he grabs my arms and pulls me with him.
The flashback ended as a tear rolled down my face.
I then saw Fiz appear in front of me
"hah! You are such a useless idiot!"
He kicks me in the face and laughs
"come on Fiz let's stop waisting our time on this shit bag" Barbie says glaring down at me
"sure" he says with one final kick in the gut then leaves with my sister.
Everything starts fading again.
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Missing love (stolitz) (Blitzø angst)
FanficBlitzø has to deal with his depression and the monsters of his past start coming back to him. His traumatic past slowly starts getting uncovered and his mask slowly starts to crumble as more of that past is revealed and his life slowly starts fallin...
