It has been a few months since the incident and Blitzø still hasn't woken up.
Mean while Stolas hasn't been the same ever since.
He barely eats or sleeps and if he did manage to sleep he'd wake up a bit after in tears.
He visits Blitzø every day hoping he'll one day wake up..
STOLAS' POV:
I went to the hospital like always and went to Blitzø's room.
Once i did i entered and closed the door behind me, then went over to Blitzø's bed with a chair and sat near it.
I held Blitzø's hand as he laid peacefully on the bed.
"Blitzø.. it's been so long since u were last awake.. i.. I can't.. do this with out you.."
i said with a broken tone as i slowly started to cry
"Please.. w-wake up soon.. i n-need you w-with me.. i need t-to hear y-our voice and f-feel u softly s-sleep safely in m-my a-arms.."
i felt my heart breaking as I remembered his limp body in the office all bloody and filled with cuts. It was a sight i hoped to never see again.
(Start the song)
"I c-can't carry o-on l-like this B-Blitzø.. i l-love y-you and.. I cant l-live with o-ut y-you.. please.. wake up.."
Loving and fighting, accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
*****
Time skip to Stolas at home walking through the empty hallways of his house.
Long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Driving a nightmare I can't escape from
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones
Flashback to the incident when they took Blitzø to the hospital.
They took you away on a table
I pace back and forth as you lay still
They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me
*******
Stolas gets a call from the hospital saying that they are loosing Blitzø.
Stolas orders them to try their hardest to save him and he makes a portal to the hospital to see what's going on.
He sees a lot of commission and so he barges into Blitzø's hospital room to see chaos.
He sees that Blitzø's heart is close to flatlining.
He desperately goes over to Blitzø's bed trying to use his magic to help them save Blitzø.
The heart monitor flatlines.
The doctors leave and try to get Stolas out of the room but he refuses desperately trying to wake Blitzø up with his magic.
I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying, "Baby, let's go home"
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home
Stolas collapses onto Blitzø's bed breaking down as he hugs Blitzø
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you..
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"Stolas..?"
A/N:
Cliffhanger!! I'm so sorry that i missed the chapter last week! I was busy with other things and I didn't find time to work on the chapter! I was also pretty busy this week but i found time to work on it all thought it is shorter then my usual chapters. I will try and find the time to write another chapter during the week to make up for last week's missing chapter. Anyways i hope you guys are enjoying the story so far! Feel free to comment any thoughts or comments! Have an amazing day/afternoon/evening/night! Love you all and stay safe! Bye!! 💖💖💖
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Missing love (stolitz) (Blitzø angst)
FanfictionBlitzø has to deal with his depression and the monsters of his past start coming back to him. His traumatic past slowly starts getting uncovered and his mask slowly starts to crumble as more of that past is revealed and his life slowly starts fallin...
