Missing love (stolitz) (Blitzø angst)

Chapter 6: what a birthday

The next day

BLITZØ POV:

I didn't manage to get any sleep at all so I stayed staring at my celling all night or going over to my window to smoke.

God damn it i feel like shit..

actually no, i always feel like shit.

I got up and went over to see what i have to do today.

I guess it's my birthday today.

Maybe i can take a small break from work today.

Still have to go there tho and let the others know.

I start slowly getting ready and i go to make breakfast for Loona.

"Loona sweetie! It's time to wake up! I'm making breakfast!" I say in a happy tune.

A few minutes pass and she didn't come yet

"Loona!  Wake up dear! Breakfast is almost ready!"

5 more minutes pass...

then 10...

then 15..

nothing.

What could she possibly be doing?

"Loony come on, breakfast is gonna get cold!"

I then see the door open and she walks out of her room

"there she is! Here ya go sweetie! I made pancakes!" I say with a tune as i grab her plate and show her with a goody 'happy' face.

All she does is say a low 'mhm' and snatch the plate from my hands and walk over to the table and eat.

My 'smile' quickly fades at that action.

"Uhu.. well em, did you have a good night sleep? I cam home yesterday and you where already asleep, I'm so sorry I didn't make you dinner, work took longer then expected"

She doesn't respond and just keeps eating.

I look down back at my plate trying to think of something to start a conversation.

"Oh Loonie! Guess what day it is!"

"It's not like there's anything special, just a normal boring Tuesday." She says in a monotone.

Those words stab straight through my heart.

She doesn't remember..?

No no maybe she doesn't know what I'm talking about.

She doesn't like beating around the bush anyways so I'll just say it straight

"it's not just ANY Tuesday Loonie! Today is my birth-"

"FOR FUCK SAKE DO YOU EVER SHUT UP BLITZØ!" She yells in an aggressive tone as she slams her hands on the table and stand up

"what..?" I mumble looking at her with a shocked face.

"JUST SHUT UP! FUCK YOUR SO ANNOYING! DO YOU EVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT?"

"I-..."

i look down silently and continue eating

"FUCK YOUR SUCH A BAD 'DAD', ACTUALLY NO! YOUR NOT MY DAD! NEVER WHERE NEVER WILL BE! THAT'S ONLY WRITING ON A DUMB PIECE OF PAPER! WHY DID YOU ADOPT ME IF YOUR JUST GONNA BE A USELESS SHIT!" She yells as she swings her hand on the table throwing everything off it and breaking it all on the floor

"you clean this shit up! I'm going back to my room and changing to go to I.M.P! BETTER GOING THERE THEN BEING IN THIS SHIT HOLE LOOKING AT YOUR DISGUSTING ASS FACE!" She says as she storms off and slamming her door behind her.