Your pov
It's been a week since that day, the day I met him. I'm not sure how to feel, I haven't seen him since... at least not in real life. He's still in my dreams, every night, but it's different now. These are lustful moments, this isn't a secret like before, I know who he is now. I can't hid from it, from him, he's learning about me. He's learning how hesitant I am to let him see me, he's kind which I wasn't expecting, and he's funny. He makes me laugh a lot more than I use to, he's sarcastic just like me, there's moments I feel like I've know him forever.
I haven't kissed him since I found out who he was, I haven't been in any 'compromising situations' since I found out who he was. I'm not sure why but it's like he's not as aggressive anymore, a part of me misses it, I won't lie and say I don't. Though now he's sweet, I my dreams he will show me beautiful places. Many magical things but I feel like it's all for show, like he is trying to get me to like a certain version of him. Tonight is no different but I want to change this, I want to surprise him, maybe be a little sneaky, show him a different side of me.
I open my eyes to see him standing next to me, we're in a white space. "Hello darling" he said with a smile taking my hand he's kissed it and I smile laughing awkwardly. He dose that every time but I've never gotten use to it, I can always feel me face get red. I nodded to him "hi" before he's able to use him magic I remember I'm dreaming, since this whole dream thing started I've done a bit of research on lucid dreams and found out that once you realize your dreaming you can do whatever you want. So I thought of a place i wanted to show him, "I want to show you something tonight" I said looking around not directly at him.
He was surprised but nodded, and suddenly we were in a forest. He looked around surprised and then looked at me as I only looked forward, I hesitated but then grabbed his hand holding it. I nodded gesturing that we should move forward and began to walk still not looking at him. We walked for a little while before walking to the edge of the forest to see that we were on top of a hill, looking down at a small town. The sun was setting and a cool breeze blew through the air, "where are we?" Loki asked and I smiled letting go of his hand I walked up to the edge of the hill and sat there. "This is once of my favorite places to go, I come here a lot to think" I said and looked over at him as he looked at the town below.
"It's not much I know but-" "no it's beautiful, I see why you like it, It's peaceful" he said walking over and sitting next to me. We sat there for a moment in silence just looking at the view, I begin to speak but so dose he and we both stop. We both laughed awkwardly at the coincidence "you go first" he said and I nodded "tell me about you, I don't mean a story of something crazy you've done either. I want to know about you" I said and he paused "well I'm the god-" "no tell me about you not your title" he went silent "I like books... I really enjoy reading, I lie to learn knew things, I don't like alcohol for the most part but I do enjoy a little wine from time to time... I'm the youngest in my family" he says looking up at the sky "do you remember the invasion in New York?" He asked and I nodded "yeah what about it?" I said then he looked at me "that was me" he said in a serious tone but it's face wasn't harsh it was sad, it was worried.
"What? What do you mean- wait oh my god! That's why you were familiar!" I said with a gasp I was shocked "why'd you do it" I asked looking at him. He looked away "I wanted to rule of subjects" he answered "no actually why did you do it" he looked confused "I told you why" "no you told me what the world thinks what happened, that's not an actual reason." I explained "why do you think I did it?" He asked "because you wanted to prove you were capable of being a leader, you wanted someone to see you have initiative, that you were strong, that you were powerful enough to be a god" I guess and shrugged "am I wrong?" I asked and he was silent.
"No" he said and shook his head "how'd yo-" "because often smart people do cruel things to prove they are not weak" I said and looked at him, he was silent I could tell he was thinking. "I'm not mad at you, I don't have you either, I'm not perfect either" I said still looking at him but he looked out to the distance "you haven't done what I've done, if you knew what I've done..." he said "my opinion wouldn't change, I don't think you bad I think your just hurt. Just like anyone else" I said and he looked at me "you barely know me how did you come up with that?" He asked finally looking at me I smiled and looked at the sun setting but didn't answer.
He sighed and looked at the sun set too, a smile a little and scoot closer to him, he looks at me from the corner of his eye and then turns to look at me. I look at him and smiled "what?" He asked and shrugged "I need you to do me a favor" "ok what is it?" He asked a bit confused "close your eyes" I said and I could tell he was definitely hesitant but nodded and closed his eyes. I leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek, my goal was to kiss him for real but I chickened out but it still caught him off guard. I felt my cheeks redden slightly and looked back out at the now little glowing town. He opened his eyes and smiled "you did it wrong" he said and I looked at him confused, "what do you mean?" I asked and he chuckled softly.
"Like this" he said leaning down and kissed me, his lips were soft, and cool, he pulled away as he pulled away I looked up at him, my face much redder and I laughed awkwardly "I guess your right" I muttered and slowly looked away. "Nice try though I'm surprised you even managed to kiss me at all, your pretty timid" he said and snickered, I frowned "I'm not timid your just rude" I said and he laughed. As he laughed I heard a beating noise "ah I see our time is coming to an end" and I frowned more I sighed "it seems like we never have enough time" I said and he nodded we stood and sighed "yes but how about I give you something to remember from tonight?" He suggested and I nodded "ok what is it?" I asked .
He stepped closer to me, reaching down he held my face with one hand the other grabbed my hip pulling me against him. I gasped slightly, he held my face gently looking down at me, "I've never seen such soft eyes before" he said and I looked away "stop that's corny" "look at me, I want you to look at me when I kiss you" he said and still looked away. His grip tighten slightly at he moves my face so that I'd look at him, looking back up I see him smirk, he leans down and presses his lips to mine and pulls me firm to his body. I was still for a moment but soon relaxed into the kiss, he had kissed me like before, he was aggressive, his kiss was rough as was him touch. He kissed me till I couldn't breath, then he kissed me more. The beeping became louder and louder until everything faded, until his lips faded and I woke up.
