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" knock it off! Jeez your so touchy" I complained earning a deep chuckle from my partner, "oh come on lighten up my lady" he said as he continued to laugh a full hearty laugh. "And I told you so stop calling me that! It's y/n, just y/n!" I complained and sighed "your supposed to be serious, we're on a mission be professional" I scolded him, but I knew it wouldn't make much of a difference anyways. I gave a deep sigh as I look through the binoculars down at the city below, my mission was to watch out for our Target. But I couldn't focus much with the giant loud excited male next to me, "oh but it's improper to use your first name since we are working, where I'm from this is very professional. Calling you my lady shows respect and honor for your position" he explained.
"Well that's great but it's still weird, plus I told you it's fine to just call me y/n" I said I felt a buzzing in my pocket, I reached in my pocket and pulled out my phone seeing that there was a notification from Tony. The target flight was delayed you guys will have to stay the night there until he arrives in the morning the text red and I groaned slightly. "God damn it" I muttered " what is it? What's wrong, What happened?" Thor ask " The Target flight was delayed we'll have to stay the night here" I explained and Thor nodded "oh well then that's wonderful we can have some quality time together" he said and grinned.
" oh my God I've never met someone this painfully bubbly" I thought to myself and looked back out the window. "Maybe I can get you to smile, maybe even laugh" he teased I gave him an annoyed look and didn't respond. "Or we could just sit in silence?" Standing up for my spot I walked over to the area we put all of our supplies in and grabbed a bag. I walked back over near the window opened the bag and pulled out a few guns and knife as well as Products to clean them with. Thor watched me and then sighed, "what?" I asked without look at him "you are so serious, don't you ever get tired of not having any excitement?" He asked " trust me I have plenty of excitement, I'm a spy that's all the excitement I could ever ask for" I responded in a very monotone bored tone.
I began to take apart the guns, cleaning each part Thor sat silently watching me, I was surprised he didn't respond. He shifted in the area he was, leaning against a wall as he sat looking at the bright lantern next to him. "In my home after every battle we celebrate" he said with a soft smile. "Well you guys are Vikings that's not all that surprising" "do you know why we celebrate?" He asked looking at me "because you won?" "No we celebrate even if we don't win, we celebrate in honor of those who may have died, for those who we come home to. We celebrate because we have lived" he responded. "And here for the most part they do the same... most of the team celebrates our victories, for the ones we've lost, for the ones we come back to" he said and then went silent "but you don't... you didn't even look happy when we win, you always seem sad, or angry, or annoyed" he said.
"What's your point?" I asked still not looking up at him, "do you not feel joy? Do you not feel pride? Or Honor?" He asked and I paused, I finally looked up at him. "Thor I've been doing this since I can remember, I am a highly trained killer. That does not mean I enjoy my work, that dose not mean I am happy after I win. Do you know what winning means to me?" I asked but he didn't respond "wining means I've killed someone, it means I've affected and most likely harmed many others lives. I can feel joy, I can feel honored, I can feel pride but at what cost?" I asked, "do you know when I'm truly happy, it's for about five seconds in the morning before I realize what my life is, before I role over and look in the mirror and remember what I am" I explained.
"Thor I don't want you do think I dislike you, I don't dislike anyone I just want to get this over with so I can go home" I said finally looking back down at my gun and continuing to clean it. "What's home to you?" He asked "it's where my bed is" "no that's where you sleep, what's home to you?" He asked and I sighed "I don't know what you mean" I replied "you don't have a home do you?" He asked and I looked at him confused "what are trying to say?" I asked "you have no home, nothing to fight for, nothing to live for" he replied. We were both silent for a while, what he said made me think, and then eventually I sighed and looked at him putting what I had in my hands down. "You know I have a cat, he's pure with white with bright blue eyes, he's beautiful. His name is Odin ironically, I found him as a kitten on a mission a few years back. He's an asshole but... I love him" I said and smiled. " when I found him he was so small he could fit in the palm of my hand, a tiny fragile little thing. But then he grew up and now he's big, he's sweet sometimes, but a jerk other times." I said still smiling a little.
Thor chuckled and sighed "he's my home" I said and Thor looked at me a bit surprised "he's just a cat I know but he's my best friend" I said. "You know that's the first time I've ever seen you actually smile" Thor said and I nodded "it looks nice on you, joy I mean... she suits you nicely" he complemented and I nodded "thanks" "do you guys have cats where you live?" I asked and he nodded "yes they are everywhere" he said and i smiled more "are they magical?" I asked "sometimes they are" I nodded "did you know Nick fury is afraid of cats?" I said and Thor looked at me surprised "is he really?" "Yup won't go near my odie" I said and snickered.
Thor laughed and held his stomach "but don't tell him I told you that he'd kill me" I said and Thor nodded " don't worry his secrets safe with me" Thor said and I nodded. "Y/n why do you not act like this more often? Your actually a sweet girl" he said and I rolled my eyes "no I'm not I'm just quiet, and don't call me sweet" "you know I think we're going to be good friends" he said and I paused "oh don't get all cheesy on me now" I said smirking and shaking my head and he laughed. "Oh don't be like that, actually I bet your really nice under all that seriousness" he said "yeah well don't bet on it" I said picking my gun up and continuing to clean it. "I guess the big guy is growing on me, he's not so bad" I thought to myself. Thor looked up at the ceiling and thought to himself "who would have thought y/n was actually a big softie, I wonder who's under all that... I'm gonna find out. That smile was to good not to see again."
