Fated With Him

16. The Dangerous Territory.

I looked over at the plane flying over the tree, and the thoughts, which I was trying to control from entering my mind, came in like a big wave, and didn't give me enough time to run, and took me away with it.

Amaan told me, he'd be leaving for London, for a whole month.

That was that until he told me, that 10 days before he needs to leave for London, he'd be leaving for Mumbai to get the project he'd be working on done.

For the project that needs to be completed, before he leaves for London.

We'd been spending the last 20 days, with each other, trying to get as much time as we can before it's time to be separated.

We literally drove out the town multiple times, spent weekends alone, and sometimes, hanging out. Went clubbing just the two of us. Played Chess, Ludo, Carrom, cards, and what not. Even went shopping and movies. I took him to see all the monuments, just in a week, until we both got tired and rest of the days left, were spent, with each other alone at our houses, with mutual agreement. We saw movies, talked, made out, and then talked again until we both were tired enough to fall asleep on the couch in each other's arms.

People say that spending time with each other than it was enough, would make you get tired and bored of each other, and in my case it was quite the opposite.

As much time as we were spending, it was becoming hard to say goodbye.

20 days when you think of, feels like such a long time, but with him it was passing in such a blur, when I was insanely trying to hold on it, to save every moment, to make it last.

The good part was that I'd be in Mumbai with him for the last 5 days before I'd have to tell him goodbye for a month.

I looked down again as my phone buzzed, and when I saw that it was Amaan calling me, I felt emotional all of a sudden.

Taking a deep breath, I picked it up, "Hey"

"Hie, you'd be here in...?" he trailed off and I felt the smile through his voice which made me smile as well.

Smile but a painful one at that.

The pain of him going away was always lingering there, maybe because I was always scared, he's not going away just for some days but...

"15 minutes" I spoke.

"Alright, can't wait" he said

I chuckled. "Yeah, bye"

I hung up and heard another plane flying over, making my chest constrict with pain. I walked out of the campus, and entered into the cab I had called, giving the uber driver, the address of Amaan's workplace, and started driving.

I unlocked my phone just to look at my lock screen of me and him together.

Sighing I locked the phone again and stared out the window.

I thought I was making such a big deal out of him going away for just a month, but it actually felt so hard, to say goodbye after...

After we've just gotten each other back.

After I've got him just for myself for the first time.

It was always something so much more than just being into each other and liking each other with Amaan, but whatever it was, it was just increasing more and more each and everyday of being with him.

And that made me feel like, it was a rollercoaster, which would slowly and steadily make me reach to a point where it'd fall, and go down with such a lightning speed, giving me no time to think about it.