12. I wasn't jealous

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These past some days Amaan have been acting..... strange.

I don't know exactly how to put it into words, but it's something which has been bothering me but not too much ? I mean I don't know really. For example, it's been two weeks since mumma's death anniversary and there hasn't been one day, I haven't seen him. He calls me in the morning before I am even awake, and then calls me at night, before I go to sleep. Practically, he's the only person who helped me not going into my depressed mode, after that day. Plus... he's even more affectionate now. He started to tease me even more, and his mouth got no filter again. He doesn't thinks before he speaks, and sometimes it's like he thinks a lot before he speaks, and then other times it's like he's about to say something or do something but then he stops himself. 

So, he's been acting strange... but like, in a good way ?

It's kinda like we are teenagers again. 

And what's even more weird than that, is .. I am really liking it.

More than I should. 

I don't think he even notice what effect his little actions have up on me. Like, the way when I was in his arms that day, and when I was about to pull away, he didn't let me. Or like the way, he kissed my temples before leaving. 

Like, when we were playing Chess last weekend, and suddenly when I was about to check mate him he held my hand, and didn't let me make my move, just like a kid. I don't think so he even paid attention to how him, holding my hand that time, giving me a little much more comfort than it should. Or the electricity I felt piercing my body. 

Even if he's not here with me, it's like his hands are still left intertwined with mine. He's just... everywhere. 

I don't think he even pays attention to the way I stare at him when he's so concentrated while doing something. Like the way he was, continuously biting the inside of his cheeks, while playing chess with his eyebrows connected, or his nose scrunches.

My phone buzzed on my desk, as I was looking through the drawers for my earrings and then only I realized how lost I was in his thoughts. 

I checked my phone it was him only. 

Hey. Another game tonight ? I swear I am winning this time ;)

                                                                                           We'll see that )

HEY ! Last time I wasn't just in my form ._. 

                                                                                             Sure -_-

What are you doing ? 

                                                                         Gonna hand out with Shikha

Ohh

                                                                          Yeah, you ?

I just have some work to finish. 

                                                                          Alright then. 

Yep, we'll see you in the evening. 

                                                                           Ohkay Bye !

Don't raise you voice... I get scared. 

                                                                           Hehe , so funny. Bye -_-

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