I'm Always Fine. - Tommyinnit angst

~Chapter 6~

TW: PANIC ATTACK, SLIGHT GORE

~Time skip since last chapter - 6 days~

~Tommy's POV~

I stared at my white ceiling blankly, watching as the sunlight began to pour into my room. I really need to cover that window. I sighed and turned over to face my clock and read the time. 5:24 AM. How much longer did I have to prepare for the trip? A week? A few days? It was getting harder and harder to remember what day it was.

I reached over to my bedside table and grabbed my phone, seeing multiple notifications from Discord and Twitter. I rarely got Discord notification unless someone wanted me for a video or Wilbur wanted to hang out. I excitedly opened Discord in hopes of getting to talk to someone about anything besides the trip.

I opened Discord to see multiple messages from almost everyone. I guess I've ignored my phone for too long...

Quackity: 3 new messages

Dreamwastaken: 2 new messages

JackManifold: 2 new messages

Sapnap: 6 new messages

Nihachu: 1 new message

KarlJacobs: 2 new messages

Ranboo: 3 new messages

BadBoyHalo: 4 new messages

TechnoBlade: 1 new message

Philza: 2 new messages

WilburSoot: 2 new messages

I opened Dreams first. We don't really talk much outside of lore streams and videos so it was odd he was messaging me randomly. Unless it was about the trip?

Dreamwastaken

-hey dude, just checking up. I heard what happened after u left, I hope ur doing alright.

-sleep well :)

What was he talking about? Did he mean something happened on that call? I tried looking back in my memory but I was still groggy and tired. After a few minutes, I got frustrated with trying to remember.

I opened Sapnap's next since he had sent the most messages. I was surprised by this, considering we also don't talk much.

Sapnap

-im sry about what i said. i didn't mean to hurt ur feelings :(

-i wasn't really thinking when i said it so i didn't actually mean it

-are you doing alright tho? genuinely?

-u looked kinda out of it on the call

-anyway, answer when u can

-goodnight tommy 

Oh. The night's events flooded my brain, seeming much more underwhelming now than they did then. All he did was ask about my showering habits. There was no need for him to apologize. I contemplated responding and decided I would look at everyone else's messages before I answered. 

After reading everyone else's messages (which mostly consisted of people asking if I was okay or saying goodnight) I went back to Sapnap and I's private messages.