I Need a Gangster

Chapter 9

Y/N's POV:

I could barely feel my legs as I laid on the cool wooden floors of my apartment. Ran quickly got up and started gathering his clothes. Oh god not this again. Flashbacks of Hanma fucking me then leaving me rushed into my head sending me into panic mode "w-where are you going?" I blurted out Ran looked at me and raised an eyebrow. The same look Hanma would give me whenever I asked him the same stupid question

"You're getting too attached"

His voice rang in my head like bells in a tower. I was expecting Ran to say the same thing "I'm not going anywhere I'm just gathering our stuff" he smiled he scooped me up in his arms and carried me to my bed laying down next to me wearing his boxers. He helped me put my under garments back on and I immediately felt embarrassed thinking about the insane sex we literally just had "can't walk huh?" He tsked I buried my head into his firm chest "s-shut up" I said feeling my face get hot "I told you I was going to show you how a real man pleases a woman" he said running his hand through my messed up hair. "Rest up for a bit and let's go get something to eat after" Ran caressing my face. The feeling inside my chest was warm and fuzzy, it was weird not seeing him leave after he got his load off. I was so use to Hanma doing that to me I forgot what true intimacy felt like. Hell I didn't even know what it felt like since Hanma never really gave me much intimacy.

Is this what a real connection is suppose to feel like? "Ran" I called his name "shhh rest" he said with his eyes closed I ran my fingers through his lavender locks and gave him a peck on the cheek, "I know this is soon but I already told you I have attachment issues...but what are we? Or what do you plan for this" I mumbled slightly ashamed for asking him something so serious so soon. Ran pondered on my question and I could feel my heart beating waiting for his answer "well first I'm going to take you out on a real date, then I'm going to fuck you again until your body melts in the palms of my hands, when I feel like the time is right I'll ask you to be my girlfriend and eventually fuck you many, many, many time again until your brain stops working so that when I ask you to marry me you'll be too stupid and in love with me to say no. Then we can practice making kids, then actually have kids, oh and just know that when we're old and shrivel up just know I'll still be tapping that ass" he said laughing "does that sound good to you?" He said opening one eye peeking at me. I let out a light laugh at his sense of humor "I guess that's all right" I said cuddling up next to him to eventually falling asleep.

Nobody's POV:

It had been two hours since Y/N and Ran fell asleep and Ran's fluttered open he stared at Y/N peaceful sleeping face admiring every facial feature. Ran got up out of her bed and put back on his shirt and slacks leaving his shirt half unbuttoned he went outside on the deck to smoke a cigarette, Y/N's eyes open shortly after Ran had left for a cigarette, she noticed and noticed Ran's empty spot and clothes were now gone.

"I knew it..." she said softly to herself as she got out of bed and put on her sweats to go watch some TV, she turned on her TV and started channel surfing "OI what are you doing?? Go get dressed!" Ran knocked on the glass patio door "AHHHH!" Y/N screamed not expecting Ran to be outside his sudden knocking scared her half to death. Ran put out his cigarette and came back inside "you dummy what the hell are you wearing" he said looking at Y/N's sweats up and down Y/N's face was red "what you thought I left?" Ran raised an eyebrow, Y/N nodded her head silently and Ran raised an eyebrow "how many times do I have to tell you that I have attachment issues too? Stop being dumb and go get dressed it's already 2pm and I'm starving" he complained "man you're just like Mikey stubborn as hell" he said going back outside to smoke another cigarette "ahh Ran you can smoke in here if you'd like" Y/N said "no it'll make the couches smell" he said with another cigarette unlit in his mouth. Y/N was shocked, was this the different between a grown man and a immature boy? Sure the age difference between her and Ran was only by 3 years but he felt so different from Hanma. She mentally slapped her face stop comparing the two of them she silently told herself. Y/N went back to her room to put on the same outfit she had in before she came out to the living room to see Ran sitting on the couch "ready?" He asked Y/N nodded her head and smiled.

"So are you allergic to anything?" Y/N continued her question series in the car "hmmm idiots and you?" He said, Y/N chuckled at his response "Same allergies as you, must be why I get so itchy around Sanzu" she joked "no he's just got fleas we haven't taken him to the vet this month" Ran rolled his eyes Y/N laughed "okay I've got a good one" Ran said "if you could have any super power what would it be and why?". Y/N pondered on the question for a bit "hmmm I would pick time travel so that I could save Emma and meet you sooner" Y/N said. "I would probably be in juvie I don't think you would of liked me when I was in juvie" Ran said "probably not butttt I could prevent you from going to juvie" Y/N cheerfully said "hmmm no one way or another I would end up in juvie some time during my teenage years I was a bit...reckless" he chuckled. "We're here" Ran said pulling up to a shabby little ramen shop, "where are we?" Y/N asked.

"Hello" Ran cheerfully greeted "welcome- ahhh Ran! It's been so long since we've seen your face around here come in!" An older man greeted "is this your girlfriend?" He asked gesturing towards Y/N, Ran looked at Y/N "no she's not my girlfriend...not yet" he confidentially said "oh how I remember when my wife and I use to go on dates when we first met now all me do is argue" the elderly man chuckled. Ran picked a table for Y/N and him to enjoy their meals at.

"Mmmm I recommend the pork belly ramen it was my favorite as a kid, me and Rindou use to come here when we were poor and hungry, the old man here has known us since we were kids" he explained reading the menu "wowwww they still have the homemade mochi we use to eat as kids!" Ran gasped, Y/N laughed at his cute reaction seeing this side of Ran was as if he was like a 12 year old boy again.

"Are you kids ready to order?" The old man called out from behind the counter "can we please have two pork belly ramens and an order of the homemade mochi" Ran ordered, the old man shook his head "seriously Ran you haven't changed still getting into trouble too I assume" the old man joked "ahhh you know me too well" Ran laughed, "Miss, be careful with this one I once had to keep the shop open late because him and his brother were banging on the doors to let them in. Seriously Ran-chan well at least you cut your hair and you don't look like a girl anymore" the old man shook his head again tsking at Ran, "don't worry I'll keep him in check for you" Y/N laughed the old man's back was turned but he gave her a thumbs up "do your best! You'll need it I'll even hang a red charm for you at my front door" He cheered her on, Ran pouted "ahh come on I'm not that much of a hassle".

"What does he mean by you use to look like a girl?" Y/N asked snickering Ran furrowed his brows "okay I did not look like a girl but I did have really long hair back in, I cut it because it was just too hard to manage and after I left juvie again they had already cut some off" he explained while showing Y/N a picture on his phone. She was laughing at the photo "wow you really do look beautiful" she said Ran snatched his phone back and pouted "hey this is when I got all the ladies okay!" He proudly said, "and probably all the men too" said laughing loudly at the joke she cracked.