I Need a Gangster

Chapter 17

Nobody's POV:

Y/N ran down the hall way eagerly pressing the button to go back down to the main lobby sobbing loudly. "Wait Y/N!" Ran said sprinting down the hall fuck fuck fuck I fucked up fuck he thought to himself as he sprinted down the hall way.

The elevator doors opened and Y/N ran inside immediately pressing the button shutting the elevator doors "FUCK!" Ran screamed not being able to make it in time to catch her on the elevator. He banged his hand on the elevator door out of frustration and ran down a couple flights reaching the lower level lounge room pressing the elevator button in hopes to stop the elevator on that floor.

Y/N's hands were shaking from having her heart shattered into a million pieces and she felt an empty cavity inside her heart. There were no words to explain the amount of hurt and betrayal she had gone through and she still couldn't even process what had just happened. Not Ran. She told herself, not him. He swore he was different, she thought he was different.

Ran barged through the doors and immediately sprinted towards the elevator pressing the button as many times as he could.

"Yo Ran what happened" Sanzu asked noticing how frantic he was. Sanzu was watching the rest of the Bonten members play pool in the lounge area, too high on drugs to be able to participate.

Ran ignored Sanzu and impatiently tapped his foot while waited for the elevator door to open up. His heart was beating in his chest and his hands were shaking. The thought of him losing Y/N was unbearable, he didn't mean to hurt her.

He was in deep thought as to what he would say when he saw her face. The sight of her heartbroken expression plastered on her face was engraved into his heart and god did it hurt him every time he closed his eyes. "Geez somebody's in a bad mood" Sanzu said focusing back on the pool game, the elevator door finally opened revealing Y/N sobbing constantly wiping the tears on her face away, her vision was blurry due to the tears and her mind was hazed and unfocused as to where she was.

Y/N got off thinking it was the main lobby running out of the elevator but her body was met by Ran's arms, the familiar luxury scent she had fallen in love with and the warm embrace that melted her entire body instantly had now turned into the most disgusting feeling ever, "w-wait let me explain" he puffed.

Y/N's cries caught the attention of all the guys, they stopped their game and watched the couple confused at what was going on. "Please no no no please baby don't cry please. Be mad at me, slap me, scream at me, kill me I don't care but please don't cry" he pleaded trying to calm her down, his attempts failed as she struggled to get out of his grip which only made him hold onto her tighter.

"What's going on?" Kakucho whispered to Rindou but Rindou shrugged not knowing what had happened. Sure Ran and Y/N argued but that was like most normal couples and it was never ever this bad.

None of the Bonten guys had ever seen Y/N cry and it was a sad sight to see. The usual warm smile on her face was nowhere to be seen as it was erased on her face and replaced by sorrow.

"NO! Get off me!" Y/N cried wringing out of Ran's grip and harshly pushing him away "God Ran you're just like every other fucking guy!" She screamed at him still crying "no you don't understand" he said trying to calm Y/N down and explain himself "no YOU don't understand I-I-I trusted you and you go and kiss somebody else?!" She stuttered yelling at him not caring that the other guys were watching their melodramatic argument.

"Oh shit" Sanzu blurted out loud slapping his hand over his mouth to silence himself. "No she kissed me first!" Ran argued "YOU KISSED HER BACK AND SAID YOU STILL LOVED HER IT DOESN'T MATTER!" She yelled at him beating her balled fists on his chest "it doesn't matter" she said quietly. She felt like her heart was being strangled and the tightness in her chest only grew tighter and tighter. She wanted to scream and cry at him so badly but she barely had the energy nor did she really want to.

The pain she was feeling was indescribable.

"It's over" she said. The small quivers and shaking of Y/N's body broke Ran into pieces as he tried to hold her in his arms. "Please" Ran begged getting on his knees embracing her by the waist.

"Please I'm begging you don't leave" he said holding her by the wait tightly. Y/N pushed Ran off and took out the keys to the car he had bought her and penthouse from her purse dropping them on the floor. "You're no different from Hanma. And you're lucky I didn't shoot you in the leg too" she spatted before leaving.

Ran sat down on the floor covering his face "Ran what the fuck happened?" Takeomi asked. Ran had tears brimming his eyes "I-I came back to my penthouse and Hana was there" he said not sure how to word it to his fellow gang members.

Rindou frowned at the name that came from his elder brother's lips. He didn't like Hanako one bit. She broke Ran's heart and abandoned him before they were sent to juvie for murder, Ran spent 5 years looking for her almost going completely insane trying to trail her location. He resorted to being even more violent and moody than his usual self and getting heavy into drugs and alcohol for a short period of his life until he finally one day just gave up.

"She kissed me and Y/N saw. I-I don't know what came over me but I kissed her back and Y/N saw. She saw everything" Ran said, "Mikey is going to kill you..." Sanzu said scared for what was going to happen to Ran, Sanzu knew about Ran's past and how self destructive he could get but he was more worried about Mikey because he specifically remembered Mikey telling Ran that if he ever hurt Y/N that he would kill him. And Mikey was a man of his words, Sanzu knew that the best.

"I deserve it" Ran said grasping a handful of his hair. "Hey man don't worry just sleep things off and let her cool down before you talk to her again" Koko said, he understood why Y/N left him but Koko couldn't help but felt bad for Ran, he didn't want them to break up. Hell none of the guys wanted them to break up they all adored Y/N and they all knew how good she was for Ran.

They loved having her around and they were deeply disappointed in Ran but he was their friend before Y/N came into the picture. As much as they understood Y/N they had to be there for their friend. "Come on big bro" Rindou said helping Ran up escorting him back to his penthouse. Rindou scowled at the thoughts of Hanako how did she even get in? He thought to himself.

Y/N walked home completely numb still not being able to process fully on what had just happened. The man she loved and adored cheated on her and she couldn't seem to wrap her head around that.

She was angry, heartbroken, and upset. Did he even really love her? Was she not capable of love? Why did this have to happen to her? Were all thoughts swirling inside her head. She finally reached home and crashed down on the floor sobbing loudly.

Looking at all the photos she had of her and Ran hung up she threw them down shattering the glass that kept the photos encapsulated. Her heart felt like it was torn out of her chest and there was this feeling in her stomach that wouldn't go away.

She wanted to wake up from this terrible nightmare. Y/N peeled herself off the floor and went to bed and laid there all night not being able to sleep, all she could do is cry until her eyes could no longer produce tears but the feeling of being betrayed lingered in her heart. The sight of seeing Ran with another woman replayed in her head over and over again.

She felt completely hopeless and consumed by sadness.