brian
+99-7772-0389-565SEP 30 | 15:34
brian:
jaejaehyung:
oh my badi forgot to delete your number
brian:
cut the bullshithow long have you known?
jaehyung:
WOOOOW 🤣🤣🤣🤣 its so ironic of you to say "cut the bullshit"you know
i shouldve told you that before you did
brian:
jae. i tried to tell you.jaehyung:
OKAY??? WHY WAS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO TELL ME BACK THEN LMFAOyou had
all the fucking time in the world
brian:
fuck jae we can't do it like thisi know you're mad but please let's do this on call
jaehyung:
NO I CANTI LITERALLY CANT CAUSE IF WE DO ILL JUST END UP CRYING LOL
i think i've cried enough today brian
or younghyun
idk what the FUCK to call you at this point
brian:
we really can't do this on text jaeit doesn't matter if you cry
please let's talk on call
jaehyung:
can you stopyou're making me feel like im someone you can just use at any time of the day
brian:
that's not what you are to meyou fucking know that, you know that well.
let me explain.
jaehyung:
???you had
SO many chances to explain
brian:
i know and i'm sorryyou weren't the only one who was doubting but you weren't wrong, i was
jaehyung:
are you fucking seriousyou really doubted me when i told you everything
how much i admired you and everything else
brian:
i know and i KNOW i'm wrongi'm an asshole but i'm not gonna ask for your forgiveness
jaehyung:
why???why cant you
is it because you think i can ruin your career
you dont trust me at all dont you
brian:
stop putting words in my fucking mouth.that's not what i think of you
i've always tried to find the time to tell you but you know that i couldn't
and i'm sorry if i didn't show it but i trust you jae, i do.
but i don't deserve you because i hurt you already and i don't want anything but the best for you
jaehyung:
if you did want what was best for me then why didn't you just tell me through text?we didn't have to call
because i'd understand you're tired
but i wanted answers and all you did was brush it all off by saying you're sorry and stuff
brian:
i really thought it would've been better if i told you on calljaehyung:
it would've but it's been TOO FUCKING LONG now.you told me to wait and im done waiting
brian:
okayfine
this doesn't even matter anymore
jaehyung:
what do you meanbrian:
as much as i want to fight for you i can'ti can't love you the way you want me to even if i try
you're right, i should've told you. i should've told you from the start but i'm fucking stupid jae.
jaehyung:
rightim not someone worth fighting for
fuck you and have a great life
brian:
that's not what i saidi told you not to put words in my mouth jae.
jaehyung:
i do NOT give a fuckmy heart hurts
so much
i cant fucking do this okay??
brian:
okay. i understand.let's end this.
+99-7772-0389-565
but just know that i truly love you. nothing will change that.jaehyung:
stopplease just stop.
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