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brian
+99-7772-0389-565

SEP 30 | 15:34

brian:
jae

jaehyung:
oh my bad

i forgot to delete your number

brian:
cut the bullshit

how long have you known?

jaehyung:
WOOOOW 🤣🤣🤣🤣 its so ironic of you to say "cut the bullshit"

you know

i shouldve told you that before you did

brian:
jae. i tried to tell you.

jaehyung:
OKAY??? WHY WAS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO TELL ME BACK THEN LMFAO

you had

all the fucking time in the world

brian:
fuck jae we can't do it like this

i know you're mad but please let's do this on call

jaehyung:
NO I CANT

I LITERALLY CANT CAUSE IF WE DO ILL JUST END UP CRYING LOL

i think i've cried enough today brian

or younghyun

idk what the FUCK to call you at this point

brian:
we really can't do this on text jae

it doesn't matter if you cry

please let's talk on call

jaehyung:
can you stop

you're making me feel like im someone you can just use at any time of the day

brian:
that's not what you are to me

you fucking know that, you know that well.

let me explain.

jaehyung:
???

you had

SO many chances to explain

brian:
i know and i'm sorry

you weren't the only one who was doubting but you weren't wrong, i was

jaehyung:
are you fucking serious

you really doubted me when i told you everything

how much i admired you and everything else

brian:
i know and i KNOW i'm wrong

i'm an asshole but i'm not gonna ask for your forgiveness

jaehyung:
why???

why cant you

is it because you think i can ruin your career

you dont trust me at all dont you

brian:
stop putting words in my fucking mouth.

that's not what i think of you

i've always tried to find the time to tell you but you know that i couldn't

and i'm sorry if i didn't show it but i trust you jae, i do.

but i don't deserve you because i hurt you already and i don't want anything but the best for you

jaehyung:
if you did want what was best for me then why didn't you just tell me through text?

we didn't have to call

because i'd understand you're tired

but i wanted answers and all you did was brush it all off by saying you're sorry and stuff

brian:
i really thought it would've been better if i told you on call

jaehyung:
it would've but it's been TOO FUCKING LONG now.

you told me to wait and im done waiting

brian:
okay

fine

this doesn't even matter anymore

jaehyung:
what do you mean

brian:
as much as i want to fight for you i can't

i can't love you the way you want me to even if i try

you're right, i should've told you. i should've told you from the start but i'm fucking stupid jae.

jaehyung:
right

im not someone worth fighting for

fuck you and have a great life

brian:
that's not what i said

i told you not to put words in my mouth jae.

jaehyung:
i do NOT give a fuck

my heart hurts

so much

i cant fucking do this okay??

brian:
okay. i understand.

let's end this.

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but just know that i truly love you. nothing will change that.

jaehyung:
stop

please just stop.

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