you belong with me | Louis Partridge x Fem Reader

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Then I wake up to Timothee screaming.

"why the fuck is Louis doing in your bed?" he yelled

I got up quickly and I didn't know what to do.

I know we didn't do anything.

"um we just fell asleep that's all," I said getting up.

"nothing happened, please it's my fault I came late and I was having a rough day and I just needed to talk to someone," Louis says putting on his shoes.

"ill see you later y/n," Louis says leaving my room.

Timothee just stood there.

He looked embarrassed. He rubs his face.

He took a deep breath.

"next time a boy comes over please let me know," he says

As he walks to my door and says "and leave the door open"

I just rolled my eyes at him.

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It's Monday.

It's 6:50.

I woke up late.

I was supposed to wake up at 6. Now I only have 20 minutes to get ready. I guess that's enough time.

I got up from my bed and stepped on the cold hardwood floor.

I tipped toe to my bathroom and looked in the mirror.

**TW EATING DISORDER**

I look in the mirror.

I want to yell

I want to cry

I want to eat.

But I can't, Because beauty is pain and I will do anything to be pretty.

7:35 am

I got into school and went to my first class.

The whole time I wasn't paying attention.

11:57

It was lunchtime.

I headed to the cafeteria and sat down at an empty table waiting for everyone to come. While I'm sitting there I think to myself, it's getting bad again. I'm too distracted from making everything perfect. Keeping my routine consistent. Follow a schedule. I have to distract myself so I don't fall apart again. One break is all it takes or everything will crumble down. It's bound to happen soon. It's coming and I can feel it, about to break at the seams.

Kami, Louis's ex, is with another guy.

I can see him looking at them.

The pain in his eyes.

I can tell he's hurt.

But how did kami move on so fast?

Louis sat next to me on my left and Jade on my right.

"Hey, I'm sorry if I caused any problems with you and Timothee," Louis says sitting next to me.

"don't worry about it I'm glad you came by," I say with a smile

Louis left to go get food and in the corner of my eye, I see kami looking at him walking to the lunch line.

I see her let out a sigh.

So is she over him?

Or did she just want to make her jealous?

Jade looks at me and then looks at kami and her new boyfriend.