Your best friend starts dating your crush Will. Louis is there to help you get over him but time passes and you figure Louis is the one. But it's too late he is in love with another girl. Will you confess your true feelings to Louis? Will he feel th...
He's scrolling through Instagram and sees that Kami got a new boyfriend.
"can you belive this?" he says.
He appeared to be annoyed.
I'm not sure what to respond. Should I tell him I think she hasn't moved on yet?
"yeah its crazy" I respond.
We pulled into my driveway and I turned off my engine.
"I want to make her jealous" he says out of nowhere.
"you what?" I say in shock
"I want to make her jealous. I think that's what shes doing to me, wants me to get jealous" he looks at me.
"oh um how are you planning to make her jealous?" I questioned him.
"I'm not sure yet but I'll think of something" he says getting out of the car then waving to me goodbye.
What is he planning to do? Why doesn't he just tell Kami how he feels and ask why.
But then again I don't want him too.
Every minute I spend with makes me like him even more. I guess its not a good time to tell him how I truly feel. He's clearly still has feeling for kami.
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It's around 8 pm and Timothee is not here. He's still in New York doing some interviews. Which means I'm home alone.
As usual.
I hate the feeling of me being alone it makes me over think to much. I'm watching (your favorite show) and there again I pondering to myself
*tw*
i hate feeling like a burden, feeling like an inconvenience to other, feeling so so unwanted by other, feeling they would be better off without me. These feelings drive me insane. Making me isolate myself from the world.Because everyone's life is easier without me. I'm just another problem.
I turned off the tv and went to the kitchen to find something to eat.
There's nothing.
I know I shouldn't be eating but I'm starving.
I went up stairs and put on my shoes and threw on a sweatshirt and some sweatpants.
I grabbed my car keys and shut the door.
It was dark outside. It was pitch black. The stars are brighter than ever.
I honestly love driving at night time.
Its peacefully. Its the only thing I truly love. I rolled down my windows and played sweet by ciggartes after sex.
As I finshinf ordering from (your favorite fast food restaurant) and parked in the parking lot.
I began to eat and I finished so fast.
I was truly hungry. I took a sip of my drink and I begin to start feeling guilty.
I shouldn't of eaten all that food.
I should've not ate anything.
I hate myself. Now I'm going to starve myself till I feel good about my body.
My eyes start to water. Then I started balling my eyes out. I drove myself home crying and felling blameworthy.
I start to rub my eyes and whip my tears with my sweatshirt.
As I start to walk to the front door I see Louis.
"what are you doing here?" I tell him.
"I finally got a plan to make kami jealous" he states.
"well tell me inside it's really cold," I said unlocking the front door.
We both went in and went to the kitchen table. We sat across from each other
"Be my fake girlfriend y/n please" he says.
I'm in shock. Me? Why me?
"you want me to be your what?" I replied in shock.
"My fake girlfriend," he said
"like pretend to be dating to make kami jealous? but out of all the people why me?" I said confused.
"well um kami is kinda jealous of you and kinda hates you" he scratches his head.
"she hates me? but why" I reply.
"I'm not exactly sure why" he says.
We were both silence for a second.
"So can you be my fake girlfriend?" he says with a soft smile.
I don't want to be his fake girlfriend. I want to be his real girlfriend. But I have to repay him somehow for always being there for me when no one else was.
"fine," I tell him
"Thank you so much y/n" he says.
We both went to the living room and we watched a movie.
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