"She was a proof that you can walk through hell and still be an angel."
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"What doesn't kill me...better run."
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She is an innocent looking devil in disguise. She is fire, with serious anger management issues. She leads the worlds most feared an...
Dreams. They have the power to capture a man in such a way that you desire to stay in them for an eternity. That is what i felt when i first opened my eyes today. The first thing i saw was the face of an angel. The angel i trusted too much. The angel i relied to much on. And an angel who had every single piece of me in captured in his grasp without even knowing.
I refused every single thought that i could ever be so attached to someone. To other people friends are a weakness. Because friendship consists of love and love is a weakness. But to me my friends are my strength. They give me the power to move on. To be strong and most importantly to keep on living.
But this angel made me weak in ways i didnt knew existed. He made me desire things i had banned myself from. He made me lower my defenses and i knew that if he asked i would give everything i had to him. I dont know what it is but i do know that it is dangerous and to me completely wrong.
But it never felt like wrong. His touches His smiles His care His eyes Every single thing about him felt right.
Slowly i regained the control of my mind and my thoughts and mentally scolded myself for thinking these type of things.
But seeing my angel lie in front of me, with his arm wrapped around my waist was way too tempting. It was becoming hard to control myself. My hands ached to touch his beautifully carved face. His peaceful expression made me want to stare at him for an eternity. His slightly parted lips made me want to kiss him.
Ashley shut the fuck up. This is not good for you. You life is one messed up shit and you dont have place for this type of stupid things and most importantly he has a girlfriend. Even though she is a pain in the ass and you hate her but you for one are not a homewrecker.
I scolded myself.
I looked at my angel and once again the desire to touch him overwhelmed my control and i extended my hand towards his face.
Just for a minute
A voice inside me begged. Slowly my hand touched his face and my heart started thudding loudly. I traced his jawline and then moved towards his cheeks. Slowly I touched his cheeks and Jason stirred slightly.
He cuddled deeper into my arms and my heart started thudding even louder if possible.
Slowly i touched his lips and wrapped my other arm around his waist.
My mind was so clouded and i had no idea of what i was doing but i just didnt stop. I couldn't stop.
"Jason." i whispered I continued touching his face and suddenly his eyes opened and he mumbled a quiet "Good Morning."
Suddenly my senses came back and quickly removed my hand from his face and tried to look like i wasnt doing what i was doing. He slightly smirked and for a second i lost myself again.
Than i shook my head and tired to distance myself from him. Suddenly pain seared through my injured arm and a cry left my mouth.
"Shit." I cursed
All the sleep from Jason's eyes vanished and he quickly grabbed my arm and slowly helped me lie down straight on my back.
Than he started to roll my shirt's sleeve up and began to examine my arm.
I gritted my teeth as he touched the wound. I could feel the blood drip down and the pain increased.
My eyes started to close once more and i felt myslef drift away.
"Ash Ash stay here. Don't you dare close your eyes. Ash do you hear me. You are going to be okay. God Ash don't do this to me Ash. ASHLEY." i heard the voice of Jason say. Pain and fear was laced in his voice and i felt water fall on my arm.
I had a feeling that it was Jason's tears and the last thing i thought was.
Dont cry my angel.
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