Small World (A Jensen Ackles Love Story)

Chapter 21

Jared walked in with a video camera. I was seeing black spots at this point. 

"Holy shit! Is she okay?" Jared asked coming to the ground and sitting to the left on me. At this point Jensen has moved my head in his lap trying to calm me down.

"Babe, I didn't cheat. We haven't filmed that scene yet. Me and Jared thought we could have a little prank." 

"I ne-....I need my..." I take a deep breath. "inhaler." I finally got it out. I turned my head into Jensen's knee. 

"She has asthma? Shit! Jared, go get her inhaler. Look everywhere in her trailer and car. GO!" 

"Baby hold on, he's getting it." Jensen said while running a hand through my hair. "I'm so sorry. I should of known you would freak out. Knowing your past I should of known. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't of done that. I'm so sorry. Why am I such an idiot?" He's talking to me but I can barely hear him. 

"Jared please hurry." He begged.

Jared ran through the door and bent down to my level. "Ryden, here's your inhaler." He held it up to my mouth and pushed the button right as I took a deep breath. He did that one more time after a few seconds from the first one. I started calming down. I stayed with my head in Jensen's thigh. Jensen was rubbing my back. 

"I'm sorry.." I say still trying to get my breathing back to normal. 

"You have nothing to be sorry for. This was all me. I didn't know you had asthma." Jensen said. I get up and walk towards the door. Jensen tries to stop me.

"Please.. I need some time. I'll see you when we start filming." I walked out and went straight for my trailer. I had 30 minutes left until I had to be in the make up trailer. I decided to call my cousin since he always calms me down. 

"Hello?" my cousin asks.

"Hey Paul." I said. When ever I use his first name, he knows somethings wrong.

"Is everything okay?" Paul asks. 

"I don't know. I just needed to hear your voice. You always know how to calm me down. You've been doing it since we were younger. I just had a panick attack for the first time without you being there."

"Ryden, are you okay? I'm on break right now. You're still in Vancouver right?" He sounded worried.

"Ya. Ya I am. Paul, Into the Blue is about to premiere, you need to stay and work on getting ready for that." I said.

"Family first Mae, family first. How's your asthma? Did you have your inhaler when it happened? Please tell me you didn't pass out?" Paul said.

"I'm fine, but..uh.. I didn't have it on me. Jared ran and got it. He brought it to me, Paulers. Just in time, I was about to pass out." I say. 

"What caused it?" he asked concerned.

"Uh... Can I explain it when you get here?" 

"Ya. I'll be there tomorrow morning. You have weekends off right?" I nod then answer him. We say our goodbyes and I decide to head to the make up trailer.

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After using my panick attack and what Jensen did to me for the scene, they said it was one of the best I've ever done emotional wise. When we were done, Jensen tried to talk to me but I just got in my car and headed home. 

I went to my room and changed in to some pajamas. I just laid in bed when Jensen knocked and slowly opened my door.

"Please go away." I said quietly. 

"Baby, I'm sorry for what I did. It was stupid of me and very inconsiderate. I should of thought that one through." He said as he sat on his knees in front of me. 

"Jensen, please. I just need to be alone. Atleast until Paul gets here." He looked at me confused.

"Paul? As in your cousin? Paul Walker?" I nod. "Why is he coming up?" 

"When I was younger, I used to have panick attacks a lot and Paul was the only one who could calm me down. I was 4 when I had my first one and he was only 13. We were close when we were younger. He was always close to me. I don't know why, but he was. I claim him as a brother though. But he's coming to check up on me before he has to go back to LA for his premiere." 

"Okay. Baby, I'm sorry for everything I did. I promise I will make this up to you."

"Can you please leave." I say tearing up remember the pain from earlier when he told me he cheated.

"Okay." He said regretfully. He slowly got up and kissed my forehead before heading to his room. 

This is the first night in months that I have slept by myself. I start crying my eyes out. I can't stop. I just cry until I fall alseep.

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Jensen walked to the door when he heard the bell ring. He opened it up and no other than Paul, was standing on the other side. 

"Hey Paul." Jensen said. He shook his hand.

"Jensen. Good to see you again." Paul said back. "Where is Ryden?"

"She's in her room asleep." Jensen motioned towards the stairs. 

Paul walked up the stairs and walked to my door. He slowly opened it and saw me hugging my pillow to my chest while sleeping. He walked over and set his bag at the end of the bed before he sat in front of me and ran a hand through my hair. 

"Oh Mae, what happened?" He asked rhetorically. 

He stayed in my room until I woke up. I slowly opened my eyes to see the prettiest blue eyes in the world looking back at me. 

"Paulers. You came." I said sitting up.

"I did. How did you sleep?" 

"Like shit. I couldn't sleep." 

He grabbed my face in his hands and wiped the tear stains off my face. 

"Come here." He said while grabbing me and hugging me. "Mae, everything will be okay. I promise. I love you" He kissed the top of my head.

"I love you too" I said. "Thank you for always being here. I don't know how I got so lucky to have you as my cousin." 

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A/N 

So I just saw Furious 7 and I cried. I'm still heart broken over Paul Walker's death. I thought 'Hey! He's one of my favorite actors. Let's add him to the story to add an extra character to help with the storyline."  I'm sorry if you don't like it but you can get over it! I'm going to try to write another chapter tomorrow! I do recommend everyone go see Furious 7. I have been watching that series since I was 6 when it first came out. So to see it end 14 years later is heartbreaking. It is my favorite movie series and Paul has always been one of my favorite actors. Movie actor wise, I would have to say it is him because I own nearly all his movies. This is still a Jensen story but Paul will be in it everyonce in a while so yeah. Just build a bridge and get over it if you hate the idea. Please keep voting and commenting. Please comment your thoughts on whats going on in the story now with the new character and the drama with Jensen. I want to know everyone's thoughts. I am up to 10.8K reads. Please keep reading and voting!! Also

PLEASE WATCH THE VIDEO UP TOP!! IT IS A TRIBUTE TO PAUL!! RIDE OR DIE! RIP PW!!