Small World (A Jensen Ackles Love Story)

Chapter 27

I woke up and remembered everything that happened. Jensen was still asleep and had a tight grip on me with one arm and his other hand was laying flat on my stomach. I'm still so scared about this. If I am pregnant, I'm not ready to be a mom. I'm not ready to be off the show! I love my character. 

Maybe if I talk with everyone, they could write it where I can still be in the show. I start to do the math. We will finish filming in March. I'm not due (if I'm pregnant) until June. I would only get to 5 months. Maybe it will work out if I'm pregnant. I just have to think positive. I have thought negative way too much the last couple of weeks. 

I see that it is only 7:30. I decided to snuggle closer to Jensen. I wiggled my body closer to him and heard him moan. 

"Mhmm. Just like that Ryden." He moaned. "I love it when you ride me" 

My eyes widen and his dirty dream he's having. How can he have such a dirty dream after the night we had? He keeps moaning and started to move his hips into my butt. I felt his hard on. It was turning me on. How can I be turned on at 7:30 in the morning? How can I be turned on after what we have been through in the last 12 hours. 

I decided to wake Jensen in a special way. I got out of his grip and he rolled over onto his back. He was only in boxer. I went under the covers and pulled down his boxers. His hard on was freed. I licked under his shaft and up to the tip. I ran my thumb over the tip to get the precum. He moaned an jerked his hips forward. I stuck him inside my mouth and started moving up and down. 

"Ryden?" Jensen moaned. "What are you doing?" He asked as he moved the covers of my head.

"You were having a dirty dream. I like making dreams come to life." I winked at him as I pumped him. 

He leaned his head back, closed his eyes, and put his hand in my hair. He started helping guide me up and down. I felt his hips jerk again. I decided to get up and throw all my clothes off. I sat on top of him and started to ride him. 

"Is this something I did in the dream?" I asked leaning forward and giving him a quick kiss.

"This is so much better."  I grabbed my breast in each hand. I started going harder and he was matching my movements. 

"Oh...Jens..So good" I moaned as I came. I felt Jensen start going fast as he was close.

"Ryden!" He nearly screamed into my shoulder as I fell on top of him. He kept slowly moving inside me as he wrapped his arms around me.

"Best wake up ever." Jensen said. I nod.

"We need to shower. The appointment is at 9:15." I say. He looks at me for a good minute before he leaned in a gave me a slow kiss.

"I'm proud of you no matter what. If you are pregnant, we will figure everything out. I will be with you the entire way and more. If you aren't, we will take more precaution not to have a scare again and we will stick with our plan." He kissed me one more time. 

"I love you."

"I love you more"

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I've never been more nervous in my life. Jensen and I are in the waiting room of the clinic and I see a mother with her daughter and another woman with a pregnant stomach. Jensen is holding my hand and reading a sports magazine. 

"Ryden?" the nurse asked.

Jensen and I got up and followed her. 

"Hi. I'm nurse Rose. Let's get everything we need."

We do the typical weight, height, and blood pressure test. She gives me the pregnancy test and I go into the bathroom. I had her the cup and sit next to Jensen as she goes to test it.