Small World (A Jensen Ackles Love Story)

Chapter 7

"It has been officially confirmed that Ryden Tyler and Jensen Ackles are dating."  It showed us from before we went into the restuarant and then us eating. Then it showed the footage of Jensen after we ate..."DO NOT TOUCH MY GIRLFRIEND. Y'all gotten enough pictures. Now let us get back to work." Then it shows us kissing. 

My eyes widen as I saw this. I don't know why I didn't know this would happen. People were always waiting for us to get together. Whenever I would be his date for award shows, people always asked us if we were together yet. And of course Jensen is famous. Jared just got off a big show. We are all apart of a new show starting this September. I think the thing that scared me was, I will have no personal life. I mean, the paparazzi never cared about me before. I was always an extra. 

I ran upstairs to my room before I broke down in front of Jensen and Jared. I locked myself in my room. Then locked myself in my bathroom. I sat up against the far wall crying. I started breathing heavy. I started having a panic attack. All these thoughts rushing to my head. 

I could hear banging on my bedroom door. I could tell it was Jensen. I just couldn't understand what he was yelling. I stayed where I was and I tried to control my breathing but it wasn't working. I don't know how he did it, but Jensen got into my room and he started knocking on the bathroom door. 

"Ryden please open up." He asked softly. Jensen knew that if I was really stressed I would start panicking. "Ry please...if not I'll get in one way or another." I didn't move. I couldn't move. I felt like everything was crashing down on me. 

Jensen got the door open and came and pulled me into a hug. He picked me up carrying me to my bed. He sat on the side of my bed as a laid on my side facing him. My head was buried in my pillow. Jensen rarely saw me cry. He started brushing his hand through my hair. He forced me to look at him.

"Ry, what's wrong? Why did you run when you saw that?" He asked me gently still running his hand through my hair. It was relaxing.

"I don't know." I replied with a shaky voice.

"Yes you do. Please tell me."

"I...i'm not going to have a personal life. I never thought about it. I haven't really had the paparrazzi around me. I wasn't ever big enough. Now that I see that, it scares me." I said sitting up. Jensen scooted me over in the middle of the bed and sat next to me. He pulled me over to him where I was laying my head on his chest. 

"I understand you getting scared. It's something new. I was scared when they first started coming around. You grow used to it. Even if you don't. I'll be here for you! I will always be here for you." He said rubbing my arm and holding me close.

"Th-Thanks Jens..." I leaned in a gave him a quick, sweet kiss on the cheek. "I better get cleaned up before we go to the store."

"Anytime babe.. And we can leave in 20 minutes."

As he got up and left I saw I had 6 miss calls from my mom and 14 texts saying to "Call me ASAP." I dialed her right away. Worried something happened.

"RYDEN MAE TYLER!!!" Oh shit she was pissed.

"Yes mom?" I asked with a scared voice.

"When in the world were you going to tell me you finally got together with Jensen?" I never thought she would see it but it's been every where. "I know that was shot after I called you."

"I'm sorry momma. I was going to tell you tonight." 

"How long have y'all been dating?" She lightened up which made me feel better.

"A couple of days. On the first day of shooting we had to film a sex scene. After wards we went and got lunch and when we were finished he kissed me again. That night Jared went to the bar. We ended up hooking up. Then he asked me to be his girlfriend." 

"Oh Ryden, I didn't need to know y'all hooked up."

"I'm sorry mom. Well we are going to the store since we are having friends over. I'll talk to you later. Love you." 

"Love you too. Be safe at least."

"I will. Bye." With that I hung up and went and fixed my make up before heading back downstairs to Jensen.

"Ready to go?" He asked holding out his hand for me to take, which I gladly did.

"Yup. Jared need anything special?"

"Just make sure y'all get beer." He said while he cleaned up a little bit before our guest came over. 

As we got to the store, we hurried with our shopping since our guest would be at our house in 30 minutes. When we were leaving, once again, the paparazzi were there. Thankfully a guy was carrying our groceries out. Jensen pulled me close to him. I leaned up and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek before we reached the car. He opened my door and let me in. He went to the back and helped the guy put them in the car. He got in the car, started it up, and left. He held my hand all the way home.

We got home and started cooking the food. The small get together was a success but I was worn out. I took a quick shower. I still felt a little shaken about today's events so I made my way to Jensen's room after I put my short shorts on and one of Jensen's shirts on. I have had the shirt since the first show we did together. Mine got paint all over it when someone thought it would be funny to prank one of the lead's and got me by mistake. He gave me his extra shirt so I didn't have to walk around with a ruined shirt.

I walked in his room and saw him laying there shirtless and in his pajama pants watching tv.

"Ry? Everything ok?" He asked with his voice coated with concern. 

"Ya, I'm fine. Just wanted to come lay in here with you."

"Ok. Come here." He said as he opened his arms for me to climb into. I fell asleep to the beat of his heart and him brushing his hand through my hair.