NEW PERSONALITY

8

I woke up with him still inside me... luckily he had untied me from the bed posts...

He looked so handsome & innocent when asleep. Reminds me of the days we were still a happy couple.

Tears ran down my cheeks as I tip toed out of there to my room... I just don't understand the heart & how it works.

He just raped me but I still love him... It feels like I love him more than I ever did...

Oh & did I mention that his 'wife' is 8 months pregnant? If not, now you know...

I locked the door behind me, even though I know that he can just knock it off it's hinges.

I guess I just felt safe from what happened in there.

I went to my bathroom & bathed away all the pain & torture I just experienced....from my body.

"Who did this to you Lucas? What happened to us?"
I asked as I started crying in the bathtub...

After I was done bathing... I picked another one of his hoodies and blue leggings then put them on.

I was laying on my bed with my legs hugged tightly to my chest, when I heard a knock...

I ignored it... The person kept knocking & I just kept on ignoring it.

Then suddenly the door fell from its hinges. See what I told you about him knocking the door down?!

He angrily walked towards me, and I stiffened...

"I'm sorry."
He said as he crouched down in front of me...

"W-wh-what?"
I hugged my legs tightly to my chest...

"I'm really sorry my love. I don't know what got into me, I guess I wasn't thinking straight. I don't know what had gotten into my mind & toyed around with it. Everything was a blurr & I saw you as an enemy. Why? I don't know."
He said as he ran a hand through his now neck length hair,making me want to join him but as for now I dislike him...

"I'm really sorry Lilliana... I'm so so sorry."
He laid himself down on the bed... I couldn't move, I was tense,stiff,scared but mostly happy.

"I know I hurt you so much. I inflicted so much pain on you & taking advantage of you-"

"Raping... the word you're looking for is Raping."

"Oh my delicate wife... I'm so sorry, I don't even know how to begin to say sorry."
He sighed... " I don't know what happened, my wolf was put to sleep, but today when I woke up without you in my bed, I felt anger-for you leaving me,pain- for the pain I inflicted upon you & remorse-for what I've done."

"Please leave."
I whispered as I tightened the hold on my legs towards my chest...

"Okay."
He stood up & walked towards the door... he opened the door as he was about to walk out, & turned to look at me...

"I couldn't feel anything. I was like the living dead... But you always made me feel. When I first met you. Everyday of my life after our meeting. And you still make me feel, even now. You only can make me feel. I love you Lilliana."
He walked out & tears of joy streamed out of my eyes...

"I love you more hubby."
I smiled...

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