I Need You to Love Me

Wait (9)

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(Phil's POV)

I feel something quickly move under my right eye but I resist from opening my eyes once I realize that it's Dan because I can feel the heat of his body near me and I smell that old lingering smell of his shampoo.

He begins to murmur to himself and I can barely hear him so I barely open my eye and look at him and he is now just staring into space.

I want to touch his hand which is rested close to my chest but when I'm about to touch him his hand clenches and clutches my duvet so I look at his face and I see a tear roll down his cheek.

I feel my heart break a bit.

I close my eye so he doesn't catch me for being awake and wait.

Next all I hear is a small sound from Dan that I've heard from between the walls so many times that I never wanted to hear again from him.

A sob.

I feel him jump from my bed probably scared of waking me up and partly embarrassed. I'm about to move but I hear him swiftly move through my room, open my door quickly shut it and in less than 10 seconds I hear Dans door slam.

I open my eyes and turn around onto my back looking at my ceiling.

"I really hope Dans okay."

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A few hours later and I haven't gotten out of bed yet not being able to do anything feeling numb with everything going on around me.

I want to get this whole creep situation under raps so then I can focus on Dan.
I really want him to like me I just need to figure everything out.

This guy has my phone number.
This guy has to know me or see me often.
This guy knows me more then I should.
This guy is unpredictable.

I need Dans help. but I can't drag him into this! This isn't his battle. maybe if it goes farther maybe but not now.
If it gets rough I will tell him. I promise that.

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Author Note:

Im right about ready to get hit by a car or there be an "Accident" I just don't find the world nice anymore with everything crashing down. sorry for the late upload.... <3