Fading Lights: Sunrise | Herobrine x Redrare

Part 20: Hate and Love [!]

(A way softer and more smutty chapter)

(Notchs' FoV (for once-))

What's worse than being tied up for a full day without any release?
Having to pretend you absolutely hated it when in reality, that's not the case.
I sighed weakly and leaned back when Jay left the room again. My mind was blank, I couldn't catch any clear thoughts anymore. He broke me so much worse than you would expect.
I tried to raise my hand and wipe away some sweat and drool, but I couldn't even do that. I was extremely weak.
With a whimper I closed my eyes. This was the best time I had yet, why did he have to stop? It was so intense and satisfying, I wanted that to never ends.
And yet it did.
I don't know why. I didn't struggle, nor did I make any loud noises. Isn't that something he would reward me for?
Maybe... Maybe I could do the exact opposite thing so he'll punish me more.
Yeah, that should work!
"If you stay bad, I'll hurt you again, Notchy.", was the last thing he said before leaving. And...
That thought alone excited me. Quite a lot as well. It was screaming out to me to finally just do it. Just pretend to hate him! Disobey his every word! Don't stay quiet while he punishes you!
I bit my lip, putting my head back. For a while I was stuck in my fantasies, fantasies I would never admit, even to Jay. I don't want him thinking that I'm weird. That I'm such a big masochist I'd do anything just to get some pain out of this. That I was so twisted and broken when it came to my way of life. That I'm so pathetic I cling to my pain as if it was the only lifesaving thing when I used to despise it.
I flinched and glanced over when Jay returned with more water. He crouched down in front of me and helped me drink. I did so, not struggling yet. Mainly because I was really fucking thirsty.
"Also, I brought you something, hunny. I had that idea since a while, Hero kinda gave it to me so I ordered one for you. And it just arrived!", he explained cheerfully.
I frowned confusedly before looking surprised when he got a box with a chastity device.
In reality, I was really excited now. This was getting more and more amazing!
He put it on while I watched. It was perfectly pressed against my skin. I bit my lip, groaning a bit in played annoyance and protest, glaring at him.
He smirked at that sight. "It looks good on you, hun.", he complimented me. I thought so too, but could never admit it. So I just growled.
Jay chuckled, still thinking I despised it.
God, I can never tell him...
He'd think I'm mentally ill or something...
I slowly exhaled, needing a few moments. All of the sudden I was very dizzy and didn't feel all that well.
Jay noticed and frowned a bit worriedly. "Are you okay?"
All I could do was shake my head before I curled up, keeping a hand over my mouth.
He suspected something at this point amd helped me to the bathroom.
After good 20 minutes of praying to the Porcelain Throne I finally could lean back a bit, panting heavily and whimpering. Jay was next to me, patting my back a bit.
From one second to another I felt sick, which is already confusing on its own.
But that badly...?
This was very weird.
"Hey, did you even listen?"
I flinched and glanced at Jay. He worriedly eyed me, raising an eyebrow. I hesitated for a few moments, which made him sigh and repeat his question. "Could it be that I accidentally made you pregnant?", he asked. I frowned a bit, unsure before nodding. "It's a possibility?", I slowly replied, still in pain.
He nodded and picked me up from the floor. My hips hurt like hell, so I flinched a bit when he carried me to the bed, setting me down gently. I hissed weakly when I made contact with the cloth, but relaxed when Jay tucked me in. He sat next to me, caressing my cheek. "You should rest, sweetie. You had quite the exhausting day after all~", he purred. I blushed, but nodded and closed my eyes. He kept petting me, chuckling.
This was relaxing... I felt much better now.
I stayed awake for a while, completely still and pretending to sleep while relaxing under his touch. The longer this went on, the more I just wanted him to move further down, caressing my body.
I bit the inside of my lip, preventing myself from whimpering out quietly. He noticed and snickered. "Trying to fool me, eh?~ Rude, kitten, rude~", he whispered into my ear, making me blush hard.
I shyly glanced at him, knowing what will follow now.
Over the course of the next few hours he caressed my whole body, getting me all worked up without even touching my member. He felt like heaven and hell in one body. His hands were so soft and gentle on my skin, his way of teasing and touching me, making me so needy so extremely slowly and never giving me relief was driving me crazy.
The keys to my cage were so close, dangling over my face from a chain around his neck. And sane being would immediately grab it and free themselves. Free themselves of that metal piece around their pride.
I didn't, tho. I lied under him, needily mewling for him like a young kitten. "I have the feeling you enjoy all of this, Notchy~", he purred into my ear. "You act like you hate this. But be honest, in reality, just the thought about that sort of pain would be enough to drive you up the wall, making you horny and needy as fuck~"
I shyly glanced at him before growling. "That's not true you fucker!", I hissed. He frowned, definitely not pleased. He grabbed my collar and pulled me close to his face, grinning. "Oh, I'll make you be honest, my little slut~ No matter how far I need to go~", he growled softly.
That alone was enough to nearly make me loose it all together and just show him how needy I was.
Patience, Notch. You'll be rewarded in the end! Just be patient...