STRAWBERRY | Forthbeam

Chapter 12

Forth POV

I led Phana from the camp to a quite place.

" What do want Forth ?"

" What is going on Phana ? why are you acting like this? "

" What do you mean?"

" Phana don't act like you know nothing. You have been distant with me. And I also think you are the reason Beam doesn't talk to me anymore"

" seriously Forth you are asking me that. Shouldn't you be happy that he isn't talking to you?"

"what the hell are you talking about?"

" you called him dirty Forth. Did you forget that. When he joked about Wayo. You think it is funny calling him dirty? How dare you? You don't know the shit he is been through. You are worse than him. Yes he used to play but you think you have the right to judge him. Then he put himself danger for you. Even though you made him cry he helped you. Being near you is danger to him. So stay away. Don't go near him. I don't care you are the king of Engineering but beam is my friend and I will do everything to keep him safe so why don't you mind your own business. And stay the hell away". Phana said angrily and left. I stand there shocked hearing all these.

Phana POV

I am angry. I really want to break his bones into thousands. I left him alone. He is acting like he doesn't remember. I still remember Beam crying. Even though he said he is fine. I can see through him he was really hurt by Forth's words. How dare he?. Then saving him from the fight caused Beam to get threats. I get it he said it because he was angry but he doesn't have the right to call him dirty. Besides getting involved with him will put Beam into danger. So it is better to keep distance.

Next day

Forth POV

I couldn't sleep last night what Phana said is running on my mind. Did I hurt Beam with my words? I didn't actually meant it Wayo is so innocent and never had any relationship so I never liked the idea of him dating. In my eyes nobody is good enough for him. 

When Beam said Wayo's name I didn't like it. He is a player. I don't want my brother to be played. Calling him dirty was just a slip of a tongue. I am worst player than Beam. People call me heartless. I remember that day I almost punched him. I reacted the way every time somebody brings up about dating Wayo. 

But I regret it now. I knew he was just joking. But I couldn't control my anger. But hearing I made him cry it breaks my heart. I don't know what to do now. Beam is avoiding me I don't want to keep this up. I want his forgiveness. I will do anything to earn his forgiveness. I need to apologize to both Phana and Beam.

I looked around the camp to find the doctors gang. I only saw P'Kao. I went near him.

" Where are the others?"

"they are at the tent, they need to arrange somethings "

I went inside the temp. Phana, Beam and Kit were inside.

"Phana , beam can we talk?"

"if it is about camp. Then you can talk to me"

" it is not about the camp"

"then we have nothing to talk". Phana said continuing his work.

"I am sorry ". I said looking at them. Phana turned around looking at me.

" I am sorry for calling you dirty Beam. I shouldn't have called you dirty. You are not dirty beam. I regret my choice words Beam. My brother never dated anyone Beam. When you said his name I lost my control. I always get angry when someone brings out his name even if it is a joke. I didn't mean to hurt you with my words Beam. In my eyes nobody is good enough for him. Please forgive me I didn't mean to make you cry. Please forgive me Beam. I said while looking at Beam. He didn't say anything so I get down on my knees.

Beam suddenly ran up to me and stood me up.

"I forgive you". Beam said.

"You do".

"Yes I forgive you".

"How about you Phana" , I asked looking at him.

"If he doesn't have any problem then I forgive you. Then you can go now. We have work to do". Phana said continuing his work. Beam went near Phana and started helping him.

I left the camp. I walked towards the school.

Suddenly somebody grabbed my shoulder. It was kit.

"Can we talk?"

"I am sorry for hurting your friend kit. I didn't meant to make him cry"

"Calling him dirty is not the only reason beam was distant from you. There is another reason behind it".