Beams pov
Now I am standing at the park near the medical faculty , hiding behind the bushes. Catching my breath I couldn’t stop my tears. I don’t know why I am acting like this. Forth’s always teases me, but I never reacted like this. It is like his words broke me. When grandma told me I should stop playing I literally stopped playing. I even changed my phone number. Deleted social media accounts. So girls wouldn’t contact me. I know being a Casanova is not something to be really proud of. Forth’s words made me feel dirty. Phana and kit always scold me about being a Casanova but I never cared. I know nobody wants to be in a relationship with me , because my reputation. It is not like I am interested in relationship. People are fake. They will tell you that they love you never leave you. But in the end they will leave you broken. I felt so dirty but I don’t regret doing it was the only way for me to cope. Why can’t I stop crying?
Suddenly a hand touches my shoulder. I looked and saw kit. He hugged me tightly. I cried in kit’s shoulder. Kit said nothing. Few minutes later I stopped crying. I asked him “ do you also think I am too dirty to be in a relationship, does people only want to be with me because of my wealth , it is not like I want to be in a relationship. I just want to know “
Kit looked at me in disbelief and said “ beam do you even hear yourself , what the hell are you saying. Just because you used to play around doesn’t mean you are dirty. Me and phana knows you were doing it to cope. You treat girls like a princess. Even it is for a single night. You always ask them if they have a boyfriend and tell them ‘no dating’ is allowed. Girls really wanted to date you. They are dying to date you actually. Don’t take their words seriously ok?. Just forget whatever they said because it is not true. You are handsome and a future doctor there will be someone who will accept with all your faults and love you and take care of you .So don’t mind their words , they only know how to fight. You get me beam?"
I nodded my head while hugging kit tightly.
Few minutes later phana found us carrying things. He saw my face and asked “beam did you cry”.
“no “ I replied.
“don’t lie to me beam I have known you for years, if you are crying over what forth said don’t mind him . He doesn’t have a control over his mouth and he doesn’t know your story. So forget about what he said, focus on the future not the past ok”
“I will pha, I will”. I said while taking my things from his hands.
Later at the Korean restaurant
“Beam how can you eat something this spicy without even blinking”.
“kit , you should have ordered something else, why did ordered same thing as beam , you know you can’t eat something this spicy”.
“But pha it looked so delicious and its beam’s favorite too. So I wanted to try it”.
“Kit, do you want to order another dish, I can finish yours , just order another dish”. I said while looking at him worriedly. Kit really can’t handle spicy foods. I don’t know what was he thinking.
“Well isn’t that really sweet , tell me are two boyfriends now ? I heard you stopped playing is it because you are dating kit ?. The famous Casanova dating a man now ? Tell us beam .Spill the tea”.
Park said standing near us with his idiotic friends Forth and Lam.
Why can’t they just leave me alone? They really plan to ruin my day.
“Park just leave beam alone “ Phana warned.
“what I was just curious , there must be some solid reason that he stopped playing “
“ We are not dating . I would never date him” Kit said hurriedly.
“ What he is not your type? “ Park questioned.
“ No , it is the opposite . he isn’t my type. If I ever consider to date a man”. I said hoping it will end here.
“Then what is your type if you ever dated a man “ This time it was Forth.
Now I am mad why are they so interested in my love life. You know what lets play a little. I stand up and faces Forth.
“ you know someone cute, chubby smaller and younger than me, and I have someone like that exactly in my mind “ .
“Like whom ?” Forth insisted.
“Nong Wayo”.
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STRAWBERRY | Forthbeam
Fiksi Penggemar" How dare you forth" "How can you beat her like that" " You have no right to beat my baby like that" " This is passed the limits forth if I see you near her again I will kill you" After that beam left the engineers cafeteria . Making the who...
