STRAWBERRY | Forthbeam

Chapter 32

Forth's POV

I saw Beam taking the girl upstairs. I stood up from my seat and went upstairs. I am not going to sit here knowing Beam is going to sleep with that girl. I banged on that door pretty hard. He opened the door. Two of his buttons are open. His hair is a mess. The girl is sitting on the bed.

"What do you want Forth, can't you see I am busy?" he asked me frustrated.

"Get out, before I hurt you" I shouted at the girl. She got scared and left the place.

After she got out I closed the door.

"What the hell are you thinking Beam?" I shouted at him.

"what I do is none of your business. Didn't I tell you to stop meddling with me" he shouted back.

"You told me you love me, then what are you doing with that girl. Answer me"

"I did loved you but not anymore. You are nothing but a mistake I made in the past. You have Lily now. Just leave me alone"

"Why do you always bring Lily to our fight. She has nothing to do with this"

"Why am I bringing Lily to this? She is your girlfriend Forth. I don't interfere with your love life. So why can't you do the same. What I do with my life is none of your business. I can do whatever I want with my body. I can love and fuck any one I want"

"Beam" I yelled cutting his words

" You think you can control my life just because once I confessed to you?. Do you want me to fuck some girl in front of you to show you that I feel nothing for you anymore. Or should I let a man to fuck me?"

I cut him off by grabbing his collar.

" You will not sleep with anyone" I shouted

" it is none of"

I cut him off by putting my mouth on his. He pushed me away and tried to punch me but I blocked, I pushed him on the bed and got on top of him pinning his hand above the head. 

I started to kiss him with more force. I moved my lips to suck on his neck. I bit him so hard on his neck and I am sure it will leave dark marks. I am marking him, it will show him who he belongs to. Again my lips met his. He didn't open my mouth. So I bit his lips. When he gasped I put my tongue on his mouth. He started to resist more. I pulled my lips after we both were breathless. I moved to kiss on his neck.

But what he said halted my movement

"Who is the rapist now?" that put a lightening on my chest. Now I tasted my own medicine. I looked at him. His eyes were teary. Mine too. I didn't want to do this but my jealousy got the best of me.

But I got off from him. He sat on the bed. I sit near his legs on the floor

"I am sorry Beam. I was jealous I didn't mean to do this"

"You have no right to get jealous. I am not yours. I am not Lily" he said looking away

"Lily is not my girlfriend" I said looking at him his eyes met mine

"Then what?. friends with benefits? But don't you dare deny that you didn't slept after we had fight" his eyes were fierce

"Yes I slept with her. After we had fight about Kit. I was jealous that you slept with him. And I continued to sleep with her after we had issue about Prae. But it was just sex" I confessed to him. We aren't dating. Every time I slept with her I felt guilty. And I stopped everything after he confessed to me. Because whenever she touched me, I remember his face when I kissed her in front of me.