𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐒ᵃʳⁱᵃⁿᵃ ᵍʳᵃⁿᵈᵉ

six

six - i know you wanna kiss me

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   "um, steve and nadia are coming. they should be here in five." y/n spoke as she sat next to me, having changed into her plaid pajama pants. she pulled her knees up to her chin and rocked herself, looking cuter than ever.

   i smiled at her and nodded my head, even though she was staring at the tv.

   we sat for a few minutes in silence before my doorbell rang, and y/n immediately sprung up and ran to the door. she swung it open and squealed like a little girl, smiling like no other when she saw her friends. "fuck, i missed you guys." she groaned.

"awe, we missed you too bb." nadia's voice rung out, and i heard y/n groan as she ruffled her hair. "don't touch my hair, whore." y/n muttered, fixing her hair.

"come in, ariana's waiting for us." she rolled her eyes playfully and closed the door behind her friends. y/n then took steve by the hand and lead him to the living room, nadia following behind them.

   "hey, ariana!" steve greeted my excitedly. "yeah, hey! thanks for inviting us!" nadia said, smiling at me.

   i smiled back at the two, "of course!" even though i wasn't necessarily friends with y/n, i was friends with both steve and nadia. we had lots of classes together all through our school careers, and they were both extremely nice people. nadia and i actually had a few sleepovers in middle school going to high school.

   y/n plopped down on the loveseat and pulled steve to sit down with her, laying between her legs. steve turned his head to look up at her, "you okay? what's that text about?" he questioned.

   y/n frowned and shrugged, messing with steve's hair. "well, ari and i were at the fair and we were eating those delicious fucking fries, when i saw ana. she was shoving her tongue down the dude she cheated on me with's throat." she groaned, throwing her head back against the armrest.

nadia made a sound of disgust from the recliner. "i hate that fucking bitch, ew. you know, i'm happy that you guys are broken up—she sucked." nadia shrugged, taking a drink of the soda she brought with her.

steve nodded in agreement. i sighed, deciding to speak up. "honestly, i kind of agree. from what i saw, she never put in the effort that you did, y/n." my voice was slightly quiet. i was sort of embarrassed to talk on the topic, feeling like it wasn't my place.

y/n only looked at me and surprisingly nodded. "yeah, i guess she didn't." she shrugged, pursing her lips. "i-i don't know. i'm kind of relieved we broke up, too. i could tell she never really loved me as much as i did her. i think she only wanted me for sex, to be honest." she seemed so sad, and i truly just wanted her to be better.

although i hated the snarky y/n, i hated the sad version of her even more.

she shrugged again, seeming to suddenly light up. "oh well. i've got you guys and that's all i need." even though is probably wasn't aimed towards me, her words made me blush. "anyway, can we watch spider-man?"

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   unfortunately, the three friends got tired at around three and decided to go back to y/n's house to sleep. steve and nadia had already walked over, the both of them clearly being more tired than y/n and i.

   y/n and i were cleaning up the living room—and for some reason, y/n was also doing the dishes. she said they would grow mold if i didn't do them soon. my mother agreed when she randomly came down stairs to grab some water. as i shoved some trash into a bag, y/n walked back into the room with a towel in her hands as she wiped them off.

   "you need anymore help?" she asked, her eyebrows raised. i looked around the room with the bag in my hands, twisting my lips to the side. "uh—i don't think so." i shrugged, walking past her to head to the kitchen.

   y/n followed me, and i shoved the grocery bag into the trash can. she leaned against the counter as she kept her eyes on me, making me feel weary of my own movements. i cleared my throat, feeling extremely parched.

   walking over to the cupboard we had the glasses in, i reached up high to reach one on the highest shelf—because somehow every other glass was dirty and in the dishwasher than y/n had just started. i groaned, straining my arms and neck to reach the glass.

   i heard y/n chuckle behind me, and then i felt her presence next to my body. she placed her hand on my waist and reached her own hand up, grabbing the glass with ease. i felt my cheeks grow hot as i looked over at her, nearly rolling my eyes at her smirk.

   she placed the glass on the counter, keeping eye contact with me. "there you go." she whispered, her hand still on my waist.

   my cheeks grew impossibly hotter, my eyes flickering between her eyes and her lips. i bit my lip to try and stop myself, hearing y/n chuckle again. her free hand came up to my cheek—and she leaned in slowly.

   my eyes fluttered shut as she got closer, so close that i felt her breath ghost over my lips. her soft lips brushed mine briefly before she slid over and planted a kiss on my cheek. i could feel her smile on my skin as i squeezed my eyes tight, feeling more embarrassed then ever.

   before she pulled away, she whispered deeply into my ear. "i knew it." my eyes were still closed as she kissed my ear, pulling away. i internally whined, already missing the feeling of having her next to me.

y/n laughed, shuffling her way around my kitchen. my eyes were still shut. "i'll see you monday." she giggled once again, and then she walked out. i only opened my eyes when i heard the door close.

i groaned at myself, holding my face in my hands. "what the fuck is wrong with you, ariana?!" i yelled, walking to the stairs to go to my room.

i slammed the door shut and ran to my bed, throwing myself under the covers. my face was shoved into my pillow as i still scolded myself in my head.

god, i would never hear the end of this.

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😦 oh shii

it's been so long 😔

i love you <33!!!