𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐒ᵃʳⁱᵃⁿᵃ ᵍʳᵃⁿᵈᵉ

eighteen

eighteen - comfort in another

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   school dragged on longer than it should have, but when i got home i immediately texted y/n to let her know i was ready to talk. it took about an hour for her to respond, which worried me, but those worries were eased—slightly—when the text was just a simple 'ok.'

   as of now, i sat in my bedroom anticipating her next message. i had no clue of what could have possibly happened. were her parents staying together? were they not?

   my phone went off as y/n's message went through and i immediately switched it on, my eyes scanning over her text. 'i'm here.' was all it said. i let out a breath as i sat up on the edge of my bed.

   i left the door unlocked for her like i did last night and i soon heard it open and close seconds after y/n's text. her footsteps pounded up the stairs and i let out a little laugh to myself at how heavy-footed she was.

   y/n walked into the room silently, taking a seat next to me. she wasn't crying but she wasn't happy either. the lack of emotion made me frown, and i turned my body slightly to place my hand on her shoulder.

   "do you wanna tell me what happened?" my voice was quiet and gentle against her ear. she sighed heavily before nodding slowly, still keeping quiet.

   "i—i just...i need a second." y/n's voice was croaky as she finally talked to me, wiping her hand over her mouth.

   we sat together in a comfortable silence, y/n cuddling further into me by the minute. her hand ran through my hair at an attempt to calm herself down, her lips pressing a kiss to my forehead simultaneously. she rested her chin against my head and wrapped her arm tightly around my shoulder.

   i heard her take in a shaky breath above me. "my dad had another kid. her name is aria and she's nine. she lives a town over with her mom." y/n whispered, her voice as calm as ever even with the weight of her confession.

  my eyes were as wide as saucers as i looked back up at her, my mouth dropped open in shock. "y/n, are you serious?" i probably could've said something better, but i was so shocked that it was all that i did.

   y/n's eyes locked with mine before she slowly nodded, biting the skin off her lip. "god, y/n i'm so sorry."

   she laughed to herself sarcastically. "it's okay, i've always wanted a little sibling. 'guess i got what i wanted." i know y/n's the type to deal with her sadness with humor, but the way she was acting still broke my heart.

"she uh, she wants to meet me apparently. he told her about me a lot, i guess. 'said she looks up to me a lot," y/n sighed, leaning her head against mine as she went quiet again.

i brought my hand under her shirt to trace small shapes on her stomach, feeling her body relax under my touch. "do you wanna meet her?" i asked, pressing a kiss to the side of her neck.

y/n let out another heavy sigh before shrugging her shoulders. "i don't know. i don't wanna punish her for my dad's actions, but i feel like if i have a relationship with her i'll only grow to resent her," she paused and took a breath. "maybe i will. she doesn't seem too bad—she's related to me so she must be great."

i laughed quietly at her joke, smiling after i heard her genuine laugh too. my head lifted so i could look into her eyes. "yeah, and i bet she's cute too." y/n smiled widely as she giggled, her ego most definitely boosting.

   "i am pretty cute," she smirked, rolling over suddenly so she laid on top of me. my arms wrapped around her neck as i squinted up at her. "what are you doing?"

   y/n's smirk grew before she kissed my cheek briefly. "nothing..." she trailed off, nudging her nose with mine.

   i pushed her back with my palm flat on her face. "you're the one that denied me this morning! don't be running back to me now!" i laughed, pushing her harder when she whined.

i removed my hand after she didn't budge, that stupid smirk returning to her face. i groaned loudly, "fuck you, y/n." i could barely get the words out as y/n's hand cupped my cheek, pulling me forward as our lips connected.

i sunk into her trap almost immediately, sighing into her mouth as my hands dragged down her abdomen. her long fingers fiddled with the buttons on my sweater that she picked out for me this morning. she maneuvered her way around them as she unhooked the two sides, smiling against me as my shirt was completely unbuttoned.

i smiled as a reflex, deciding to make it even as i gripped the bottom of her shirt and tugged. y/n pulled away quickly with a deep breath, pulling her shirt off over her head. in seconds her lips were back on mine, her teeth biting at my bottom lip.

she leaned up as i did, our lips still together. her hands ran up my sides before they stopped at my shoulders, sliding the sweater off of my body completely. her touch was gentle as it trailed back up to my neck, her hand wrapping firmly but lightly around my neck.

i wrapped my hand around her wrist as she parted from me, leaning back on her knees. her eyes were love filled as they looked into mine. "are you sure?" she whispered, her loose grip loosening even more.

i let out a shape breath, glancing down at the growing bulge in her sweatpants. i nodded as i looked back up at her. "i'm sure, y/n/n. i'm really sure."

   i know we had slept together before—but this time was just different. the way she looked at me made my heart flutter and my stomach full with butterflies. last time we were just mindlessly fucking each other. it was lust and nothing else. this time it was something else.

y/n licked her lips before she nodded slowly, leaning back down to kiss me gently. her hand left my throat to unbutton my jeans before she slowly slid them down my legs, groaning to herself as i was exposed to her.

i pulled down her sweatpants next, throwing them somewhere in my room. a smile grew on her face as she looked back down at me and i pulled her back to me with my arms wrapped around her shoulders. "what?" i giggled, kissing her nose.

y/n sighed contently, closing her eyes. "you're just...perfect," she whispered against my lips, her breath ghosting over my skin. "absolutely perfect."

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lol this is so short, but u aint gettin the goods yet

don't know why i'm asking when i know the answer, but do we want the details...

also, what should i update next?

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