I feel so alone, tired and, lost
I wanna cry, shout, and just disappear
I wanna show my anger, rage and fury
I'm exhausted, drained, and shattered
This exacerbating pain is never going away,
My mind's got in chaos because you run away
How can I escape this inexplicable pain
That haunts me up to my sleep
It took a lot time for me to open up
It took courage for me to show my weaknesses
It took many trials to trust again
But my efforts was all in vain
You've been offended by what I have said
You told me that you've always been there for me
You thought that I didn't appreciate your presence
You stop talking to me and cut our ties
How can you tell the person who gave you reason to live that you no longer want it?
How can I tell you that I feel so alone, when you've been always there for me?
How can I explain myself, when me myself couldn't understand it?
How can I tell you that I want to break down, when you told me that you took strength from me?
You see me all smiles but I'm badly damaged
I'm extremely ruined that I don't recognize myself anymore
I now don't trust people like I usually do
I'm now an overthinker, I don't know what to do
I'm seeking for help but you left me too
For you thought I doesn't appreciate you
You couldn't understand me, and I thought you do
Funny how I open up and trusted you
