Chapter 37 - James

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Mattheo's POV
I needed to find her right now. Who knows what could be happening to her right now. For all anyone knows, she could be dead. I wouldn't be able to live without her, it was hard the first time I don't need her to be gone again. I can't handle that. I was running like my life depended on it. It did. She was my life, my ride or die. I'm not going to let anything happen to her. I thought maybe my father might've taken her so I aparated to Riddle manor. I ran in and burst through the meeting doors to see the one person I hate the most sitting at the head.
"Where the fuck is she!" I shout.
"Who" he asks.
"Who? Who the fuck do you think? Daphne of course! Who else would I be talking about"
"What do you mean where is she?"
"She's missing dumb ass get that through your thick skull"
"Oh what a shame" he says. "She's going to fail her task"
"That would be your fault since you took her"
"I didn't take her. And I'm highly offended that you would assume that"
"No one else would've taken her so just give her to me. Let her go"
"I already told you I don't have her"
"Bull shit"
"Check around the place, please be my guest"
I was suspicious. He would order me to leave if he didn't have her. I checked around the whole manner just in case he was bluffing, but he wasn't. She wasn't here. I aparated back to Hogwarts and sat down on the couch in the common room.
"Fuck" I shout as Pansy, Abigail and Draco walk in.
"We still can't find her" Abigail says.
"Neither can I"
"Did you check-" Draco started to say.
"Yes Draco, I checked riddle manor. She wasn't there"
I got up and went to my dorm. I wanted to be alone. I entered and the first thing i saw was her clothes. She had practically moved into my dorm since we started dating. Most of here stuff was here. I found the necklace I was going to give her for her birthday and started to tear up. Fuck, I miss her so much. I held the necklace in my hand for a good five minutes before putting it on and falling to sleep. It was very sentimental as it was a silver locket with a picture of us in it and a small charm with our initials engraved on it, D.M and M.R. I didn't fall asleep for too long, I was tossing and turning all night. Knowing she's missing, I can't sleep without her in my arms. I can't sleep knowing she's not safe and could be hurt. It's breaking my heart.

I have been in my room for the past two days straight. I don't have the energy to look for her since I can't sleep anymore. Everyone else has been looking for her. I feel useless staying in here but Draco told me that I'm not strong enough right now, which hurt my ego a little bit but it was true. Why did someone have to take her?

Draco's POV
We have all been out looking for her, Pansy, Abigail and I. Mattheo is broken, he can't look for her anymore. I feel sorry for him, he loved her more than anything. I would be in the state he's in right now but, I'm keeping all my feelings in me. I just want to fine her and bring her back. I know Pansy and Daphne hated each other at the moment, but they still care for each other so she's helping. Loads of people are helping in fact such as Pansy, Abigail, me, Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley, the Weasley twins and a bunch of other Slytherins. I'm surprised this many people came to help, since she was a butch to most of them, and I mean that in the most kindest way possible. I can't help but think about the pain she's in. No one knows what's happened to her and no one knows where she is. I hope she won't be gone for much longer.

Daphne's POV
I hate being here. I hate I'm not in Mattheo's arms. I hate that I'm not with the people I love most. I have so much dry blood over my face, you would've thought I would die. These past couple days have been torture, but I know how to hide the pain. I've had a lot of practise.
"Just tell us your task" he said punching me again.
Fuck sake I think to myself.
"Go fuck yourself" I say as he punches me again.
I cough out a big pool of blood as I whip my head back to look at him.
"You know I've always hated you, but I never would've thought this is what you would turn out to be"
"Same to you" he says.
"Just let me go"
"What, so you can be with that pretty little boyfriend of yours and continue your task? Hell no"
He started to walk out of the room.
"Wait!" I shout, but he kept on walking.
"James!" I shout.
That caught his attention. He slowly turned around to look at me.
"Please just let me go"
"Oh would you look at that" he says. "A Malfoy, begging. What a sight for sore eyes" he chuckled and leaves the room.
"Fuck you" I shout.
I'm so drained. I fell like I can sleep for years.

Mattheo's POV
I woke up in an instant, miserable. Why did this have to ruin the first nap I have in a few days. It was my mark, it was stinging. I debated on going since I looked and smelled like shit, but I went anyways. I was sitting at the meeting table with the hood of my hoodie up when all the death eaters and my father came in and took a seat. Then I noticed something weird. There was a new death eater sat across from me, he just looked at me with a slight smirk on his face. I swear if he looks at me any longer, I'm going to have to break his face in. I was about to say something when my father started talking.
"Everyone, I want you to meet our new death eater" he said with a pause "James"
I looked back at him too see him still staring at me.
"The fuck you looking at" I say.
"You just look like shit mate"
I stood up and was ready to fight "say that again I dare you"
Draco suddenly stood up and held me back "stop Mattheo. He's not worth it"
He let go of me and we sat down.
"Now I have something important I would like to discuss" Voldemort says. "It has come to my attention that Miss Daphne Malfoy is missing so she won't be able to execute her task"
"Oh please my lord, I beg let me do it"
"No" he shouts. "James will do it. Won't you James"
"Of course my lord" he says "but what's the task of I may ask"
"To kill Dumbledore"
I looked at his expression as he heard those words come out of my fathers mouth. He looked shocked but tried to keep it in. He didn't expect that.

The meeting was finally over. I was in my dorm again just laying in my bed when there was a knock at my door.
"Come in" I shout.
Pansy, Abigail and Draco enter seeing me in a terrible state.
"Mattheo" Abigail says "are you ok"
"Yeah" I say "I'm fine, apart from the fact that my girlfriend is missing and my heart is breaking every second she's not with me but apart from that, I'm perfectly fine.
Everyone left my dorm and I still layed in my bed, now crying thinking about all the good memories I've had of her. I miss her so much, I will die if I'm without her much longer.

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