All For The Cameras (Zariana)

Chapter 24

This chapters song-
Only 1 - Ariana Grande

ARIANA

After the first couple of shows in Australia, I went back to London, the next show I was going to was in Thailand, 3 weeks from now.

For now, I was here in Eleanor and Louis' flat, watching the last part of the movie that me, El, and Sophia had decided on.

The movie came to an end, and Eleanor got up to turn the tv off, seeing as we were all ready to go to bed.

"Okay, I'll see you guys in the morning," I told them, standing up to head to the room where I'm supposed to sleep tonight.

"Ariana!" Eleanor called, motioning for me to go back to the spot where I'd been sitting before.

"What?" I asked, sitting down in between Eleanor and Sophia where I'd been before.

"Well are you going to tell us about Zayn? Or do we really have to ask you?" Eleanor asked incredulously.

"Well.. what's there to tell?" I asked nervously.

"Everything," Sophia laughed.

"Well," I started shakily, and told them everything I'd told Ciara, how I'd moved here with no money, gone out with Zayn just to pay bills and somewhere along the way fallen in love with him.

"Been there," Eleanor sighed, patting my leg, "Me and Louis look so happy but I don't know if he really loves me."

"Eleanor anyone with eyes can see that he loves you. I don't know if Zayn feels the same way, I know he's told me he loves me before but I don't know if he's saying it because he just wants love or if he really does care about me... and even if he did, I don't know if I could ever love him the way he would want me to. And I especially don't want to hurt him. I couldn't put him through that again." I said, sighing at the end of my speech.

"Babe he loves you. He's been broken, you fixed him. I don't think we'll ever be able to repay you for that Ariana. We never thought he'd be over it. I don't know what the hell you did but I'm glad you did. We all are. Don't ever doubt if you're loving him the right way. Whatever you're doing, you're doing it right." Sophia reassured me.

"Thank you. So much." I said, hugging them tightly, "It's late. I think I'm going to head to bed, it's pretty late."

"Goodnight." They said in unison and waved.

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After breakfast the next morning, we decided to sit on the couch and watch E! because there was nothing much to do in London today, seeing as it was pouring rain.

"Kim is my favorite," I heard Sophia say from my spot in the kitchen, I was making myself coffee, because I was definitely not a morning person.

"Khloe is so much better than Kim!" I heard Eleanor say back.

"Please, we all know Kourtney is the best," I scoffed, entering the living room and sitting in between the two girls.

"Oh shut up and turn on the TV." Eleanor laughed, "It's on E! I think that's channel 239? Maybe? Right Sophia?"

"Yeah, 239." She said, gesturing to the TV.

"Okay." I said, turning on the channel.

And you know what wasn't on? Keeping Up With The Kardashians wasn't on, but E! News was.

"...Does Perrie want Zayn back? Perrie's band mate Jesy Nelson says so. The singer told E! exclusively. She says 'Perrie's extremely torn up over it, and wants nothing more than to just be back with him. She isn't giving up easily.' Wow! I don't know about you but I personally hope they do get back together-" the anchors voice was cut off by Eleanor turning off the TV.

"Ironic considering she's the one who decided she was going to be an absolute bitch and ruin everything." Sophia scoffed.

"Yeah, I don't think he'd take her back for a million pounds." Eleanor joked.

I just nodded, I couldn't feel anything, like I was completely numb. I couldn't believe this was happening. He wouldn't leave me for her again. Would he? No he couldn't.

Sophia's voice pulled my out of my trance, "Ariana?"

"Yes," I choked out.

"Hey, we've all been on TV at one point or another. Don't beat yourself up over it." Eleanor said, rubbing my back attempting to make me feel better.

"Yeah, they're just doing it for a good story." Sophia said.

"Thank you," I said. Zayn was mine, and only mine.

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