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So please let me go, I love you so°♡

"Hell Ralph." He breath out biting his lip with a smile, eyes tightly shut.

Ralph fastened his pace around his cock, a cramp forming in his arm as the elastic of his pants was making it harder to move his wrist.

Jack's leg began to twitch as tingling, twisting pressure yanked at his abdomen. His breath became shallow and raspy before jolting sharply, arching his back as he released into Ralph's hand.

He helped Jack ride out his orgasm before sighing. "I'm still unsure why you wanted me to, do this in your trousers. I was about to get a cramp!"

"Wanted to try something different. I liked it." He leaned on his hands wobbly with a lazy smile that could have been a smirk.

The blonde pulled out his hand with his cum painted over it. He shrugged before whipping it on Jacks pants, making him pull back.

"Hey! Now that's not nice!" Ralph laughed and playfully shoved Jack, the ginger copying him.

-

"Get up you cunt!"  Ralph hissed under his breath as he stood by his bed side, Jack completely passed out from the night before.

"Jack!" He kicked hard enough for him to fall on the floor, definitely awake now.

"What..? What happened?"

"You coming into my room last night and violated me!"

Jack stood up and crack his neck with a pouty scowl  on his freckled face. "Violated? Violated?!" Ralph hushed him to lower his voice, in case someone hears them.

"Says the one who was moaning my name! It looked to me you were enjoying it!"

-

"I'm gonna go wash up." Ralph leaned forward to give Jack a peck on the cheeks before getting up off the bed to the washroom.

Jack bit his inner cheek to stop a grim forming, flopping on the bed. His fingers fiddled with his bedsheets just thinking about his boyfriend.

He sighed with a heavy heart and leapt off the bed to his dresser. Papers and other sorts of fabric were scattered on top, no clean trousers.

Jack opened the second drawer to see only one pair of pants. Striped grey pajama pants folded neatly in the middle.

He took off his dirty pants and tossed them to the side and threw on the clean pairs.

"Nice." He whispered to himself looking down at his legs.

-

"Don't make me out to be the guy! You are the one who started all this!"

"Oh yeah blame me! Like you always do!" Jack shoved past Ralph to a mini closet to grab a fresh pair of pants.

"Parton me? I blame you cause you are the one to blame! We wouldn't be arguing if you left me alone and just followed the damn rules!"

"Don't you start on what happened." Jack warned as he struggled to put his foot through the pant leg, trying to leave quickly.

Ralph mocked him with a fake smile. "Someone's in a hurry! Don't wanna talk about what truly happened back there now?"

"Shut your bloody mouth!" The ginger towered over him while zipping up his pants with a slight bounce.

"Its done. And I already said I'm sorry about before."

"So then why did you say those things then, Jack."

His voice was rough in his throat. "I don't need to explain myself." He leaned in into 'explain' before thrashing his head back and storming out the room.

A salty tear trickled down his red cheek, wiping it away quickly.

-

The door open with a slight click with Ralph combining back his blonde bangs. He closed the door with a chuckle.

Jack was looking at himself through a full body mirror that used to be his mums but she gave to him.

"Checking yourself out now?"

"Psst no." Jack waved him off with his hand.

"Yeah." Ralph leaned against the light grey wall. "There's not much there to check out anyways."

He turned to him with a glare painted on his blue eyes. "Cheeky much?" Ralph shrugged at the question.

"Whatever, you say that but you still love it." Jack leaned his hand on the mirror, smudging it and rubbed his crotch only to wince in pain.

The blonde yelped with laughter at him with Jack's hand on his knee, other hand hovering over his sensitive dick.

-

Warm air brushed his freckled face when he opened the door to the small grass area with shady trees.

Seeing all the little'uns playing and laughing, his eyes caught to a grey looking boy under a tree. Ralph.

His shoe rubbed into the grains of the stone floor and turned around before stopping. Why was he so scared? It was just Ralph. The boy he tried the kill. He had more power to him.

Jack told himself. He shouldn't feel scared. Not like before. Not like the island, not like when he told Ralph off.

He turned around and walked to the tree, sitting against the side making a 90 degree angle between them.

Jack flicked at his finger to be distracted by the awkward atmosphere around them.

After a minute of this, Ralph shifts and gets up to leave.

"To protect you." Jack blurted under his breath.

Ralph stops in his tracks. "What." He tilted his head back every so slightly.

"To protect you, I overheard, nurses talking. Threatening people like, us. Like me..."

There was a pause, the breeze swaying his red locks to the side.

"I didn't want something bad to happen to you. Or me. I got, Scared. I don't like that feeling, makes me feel weak."

Ralph slowly sat back into his old spot from the tree, showing Jack he's listening.

-

"You better get ready for the school event tonight, or at least fancier."

"Do we have to go to it? It's just a tour of our high school?" Jack asked as he opened up his dark closet, pulling the metal string to admit light.

"Free food?"

"Oh yeah!" He bounced on his feet with a big grin.

Both his hands were gripped on each side of the doorframe when he felt a pair of arms snake around his thin waist with pressure on his shoulder.

"Baby, I'm not gonna lie I'm still a little hard and you doing this.." he trialed off with Ralph's hands drifting to his inner thighs.

His feet scooped apart more only to be flicked in the leg.

"I already gave you a handjob today, you aren't gonna have another one. But after the advent, we can cuddle and watch a movie since my mom says I can stay over?"

Jack huffed at the first part but hummed as his head laid back against Ralph's shoulder with a smile.

"Jack, if you want to rebuild what we had in the very beginning, I need time, you do too. We both need to change and I need to come to peace on what happened."

"I know... I'm sorry."

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Finally the end to this book! It was
Fun writing this☕️

Also- the flashbacks are up to a 2 year parting