Stay calm // BSD scenarios

Abandoned

first finished request here we gooooo
actually now that i think about i dont think this was a request but shhhhhh
also, i got finals due, and its also 1 am, how fun!
and before you continue there is hella spoilers and me guessing how the whole vampire arc ended for the HDs
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Jouno was stranded alone, it was all over, finally.
He doesn't remember much from when he failed miserably to fight his commander.

Tetchou, Teruko, and Tachihara..?, they were all way in front of him, walking, they all had injuries of differentiating wounds.
They were still walking away, not one of them looked behind them to check if Jouno was alright.
Who cares? He wanted this anyways, not to be pitied but, it still hurt him.

Now that he is free, he doesn't know where to go, who would want him around?
He loathed himself for thinking such thoughts.
Despite being the utmost pissed off and ashamed, he finally stuttered forward, he wished he could see.
For all around him, he could smell the aftermath of destruction only imagined in the mind, and the faded smell of blood in the air.
For what he couldn't see was the dusty and ashy ruble of a city he once strided in with pride, terror, and their so called justice.

Every building's windows were shattered and cracked, some buildings were even being sucked down in the pits of the remaining earth.
A smog coated the city, being unmerciful to all it came across, that included Jouno.
It didn't help with his upped senses, he had coughed a lot.

Jouno was simply not having a good time.

After all who would?, there's no one here, his teammates left without him, he barely had the consciousness to let his blood boil further.
There was no one who he could burn with his anger anymore but himself.
He cussed himself out for being ignorant until it was too late.
While he didn't trust his commander, he did respect him and listened to his commands, which was the greatest mistake he could've made.

While he didnt obviously like the commander, he didn't have much of a choice, unless he wanted to be high up in the sky or more like at hell's melting blaze. he would get there by the government if he dared show an act of disobedience.
It was do it or die for him, he did it, got comfortable and let his guard down, which was a mistake.
Fucking hell.
The hill he'll die on is someone who didn't care, a torturer without a heart, and what he called himself, society's evil, the one of many anti heros.

He tripped on the ground, the unforgiving ruble, the same materials he'd break with ease.
He got what he wanted didn't he?
Jouno didn't bother to get up, he didn't want to, he'll die with the rest of the city.
He fell asleep, simple strands of mixed swirling colors rushed past him.
It was leading Jouno to a path, the strands morphed into cherry blossom trees, a beautiful area where he could finally get peace.

The strands of color wobbled, struggling to stand up, all the trees fell and created a wave of unstoppable chaos.
It rushed towards him, it aggressively tried to engulf his figure.
It stopped.
He felt two hands on his side and an aching pain where the hands were.
He let an aggressive hiss in pain.

"Ah sh- sorry about that."
A soothing voice, it was very familiar, he couldn't think at the moment so he let it go.

"Don't talk or move please, it'll make it worse for both of us, and I don't want more damage done because you don't want pity."
his mind was so deep in fog to where he couldn't think clearly, the person who was tending his wounds smelled familiar.
their heartbeat full of worry and familiarity as they carefully treated the wounds that were justified to stay on his body.
he let out a groan in pain.

"Well, it seems you're gonna need to be bedridden for a month at best, you breathed in so much damn smoke that you'll wont get over for a good while either, man this is so horrible."

that voice, it can't be-
he tried to say your name but it only came out as a pained noise.
"Don't speak, it's clear you remember me, but don't freak out unless you want to hurt more."
Y/N, that was your name, you were a loner who had jumped from organization to organization, you had a healing touch but never planned to make connections.
you rescued him?, Jouno Saigiku, the evil in the name of justice, the most angry man of the hunting dogs, the sadist, you save him.

You two had met previously, when he still was the executive in a certain organization, you had left suddenly, without a trace but now you're back.

But why? Now why would you be stupid enough to the point where you saved the devil's son?
He let out the smallest of whimpers to ask why.

You caught on pretty quickly, you let your head sway to the right of you, looking away, you chose your words carefully.
"I didn't just want to leave you, after all you..., actually just consider this my repayment for saving me."

How could he forget?
He couldn't forget, it would be a crime in itself to do that.

He let himself have a genuine smile, it had been a while since he truly smiled genuinely, he relaxed.

"Thank you."