Dsmp oneshots

Am I going crazy-Wilbur

A/n from the future! Please don't read this, I hate it so much. Read around the one called "Friends? -Sapnap" to get the best quality. TW: insanity, intrusive thoughts, death, explosions.

"Come on, just do it already," my mind tells me. I just ignore it. The command gets louder and louder. I can't stand it anymore. "Fine, if I did it, would you shut up?" No response. Of course. I heard a knock on my door, so I answered it. "Hey big man!" It was Tommy. I just gave him a smile. "Listen, I need to go somewhere. Do what you want, don't wait up for me." He looked concerned. "I'll be fine, it'll just take me a while." He nodded. I stood up and left the house.

Tommy's pov:

Wait, why did I let him leave? He's going to do it. I'm so dumb, how did I not know? I could have said something. It's all my fault. I ran out of the house. I saw Wil approaching L'manburg.

"WIL!!!!! DON'T!!!!! PLEASE!!!! JUST GIVE IT TIME... everything will work out." My voice faded as I saw him walking into a room. Oh wait, Tubbo's there. I ran to him, he was unconscious, to be expected as he had recently almost died. I picked him up bridal style and we ran to a hill. Tubbo soon opened his eyes.

"Where are we? Tommy? You're here? Oh, I recognize this place. We used to go here when we were younger. How did I get here? How am I still alive?" "Tubbo, relax, you're okay. You're alive. I brought you here." I heard a booming sound. "Tommy, what was that?" "Um i- it's... no, this can't be happening, I didn't think he would actually do it." Tubbo looked me in the eyes. He probably saw the tears in my eyes, the panic all over my face, everything. "Hey, Tommy, don't panic, okay? He did it for a reason. Just take deep breaths. It will be okay. It won't hurt us from here, right?" I couldn't confirm, because in reality... I didn't know. I was scared. I started shaking and then fog clouded my vision. It faded in and out. I felt Tubbo grabbing my hand, but I was losing feeling. "It's okay, you'll be alright. WE'LL be alright. Just breathe. Don't worry." He started to talk again, but it sounded like this. "Hshsjsbsnsnjshsbsbjsnsbsjkanalalw" "w-what?" I asked, then nothing. But soon, my eyes blinked open. The smoke had gone away, it was just me and Tubbo. Tubbo was laying down too. He woke up and smiled at me, but I didn't know why. Soon, Phil came to us with news.

"Wilbur's dead, I'm really sorry for your loss, well, our loss. He says that he isn't worth the crying." "I-is it real?" I ask, tears streaming down my face. "Yes Tommy, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry!" "Why?" "B-because we lost somebody really important." He answered. Everything faded, there was darkness.

A/n
That's the end of the oneshot, no part two. Basically, afterwards, Tommy woke up, he was at the cave that he lived in with Wilbur, it brought back memories, he cried again, but Tubbo was there. Eventually, he made a new friend, but they didn't know what had happened, Tommy had to explain, but they forgot later on, so Tommy tried to save the boy's innocence. (What Tommy didn't know is that the boy had been through his fair share of trauma) later, Tommy started to heal more, and had fun with his new friends. They built a house and shared it!