I think I'm flying -c!Fundy

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TW: suicide, slight panic, yelling. SPOILER WARNING.

-Fundy's POV-

"Listen, I'm sorry."

I didn't know if I could accept it. I felt empty inside. He was my dad, sure, but I wasn't ready. I wasn't satisfied with life. An apology couldn't fix things like he thought it would.

Everything.

The lack of motivation.

The crying.

The panic attacks.

The dysphoria.

The grief.

The voice.

Nothing was okay.

I stepped back a tiny bit, preparing myself. Was I ready? If I'm not, I have extra lives. I'll be alright. Nothing can go wrong, for once.

I stepped back again, putting my arms out. I felt like I was flying.

"FUNDY."

I could ignore the yelling for me to be okay. All I cared about was the sensation, the relief. The freedom.

I saw my hearts slowly dissipate.

That was it.

I was gone.

Well, for now.

I have another life.

Right?

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