In Fate's Hands

I did it

Let's see if I still have anyone wanting to read this!

(She turns and reaches towards the doorknob. However, something comes over me, and I call out to her. When I do, she turns to me confused, and I step toward her and put my hand under her chin. I stare into her eyes.)

You: "I can't wait anymore."

(I take my chance and lean in. I feel our lips meet and when I do I feel a shock flow through my whole body. I wait for resistance, but all I feel is her lean into the kiss and wrap her hands around my neck. I hear squealing coming from inside, but I don't care. We continue to kiss for what felt like forever... However, when we pulled back... the kiss just did not seem long enough. When we pulled back we both opened our eyes and stared at one another for a few moments... Saying nothing. That is until Sana finally spoke up again. She quietly said...)

Sana: "I have a nickname for you Y/n... and I thought of this long ago... I could just never call you it... until now. My nickname for you... is boyfriend."

(I look at her deeply in those Deep Brown gorgeous eyes and say nothing... I want this moment to last as long as it possibly can. I know that I will cherish this ONE moment in my life more than any other. Because of this, I take in everything I can, so that I can remember every single detail. My life has been chaotic since I can remember... but at this very moment... Nothing... but peace. Unfortunately, that peace is broken. A loud shattering noise can be heard coming from inside the house and that noise is followed by what sounds like the girls yelling at Nayeon. Sana blushes and smiles.)

You: "Well, you should probably head in. I had a wonderful time..."

Sana: "Thank you Y/n... Make sure to text me when you get home so I know you made it alright."

(I nod, and we hug once more before she turns and heads inside. I watch until she closes the door behind her. I get a peek of the girls surrounding the door before it is closed. I stand there staring at the door for a second, thinking of all that has happened in the last few days and then I take a deep breath. I turn around and begin walking home. On my home, I think of leaving my home in America as a child to go to Japan... With my dad and mom. I was right to be excited that day. I dreamed of finding friends... I found that and so much more. I continue to think of all the memories I had since that day that started this journey I call life.)

Sana PoV

(I entered the house and was bombarded by the other girls. Well, aside from Jeongyeon who was sweeping up some shattered glass. They were asking me so many questions at once, I could not understand them all. At this time, I felt some hands grab mine and pull me towards my room. It was both Momo and Mina. I heard Jihyo tell the girls to give us some space, and continued to be pulled in the direction of my room. Immediately upon reaching my room, I heard the door slam shut behind me, and Momo threw herself on my bed and pulled me with her. Mina sat on the ground with her legs crossed. Patiently waiting for me to speak up.)

Sana: "Well, we decided to get ice cream... then we went to the fair, and at the fai-"

Momo: "Yea skip the boring stuff! The kiss Sana, the kiss! How was it?!?"

(Mina's giggle can be heard from her position. I fall back on my back looking at the ceiling and smiling.)

Sana: "It was the best feeling one could ever feel... It was like I had never felt before that kiss... During that moment it is like I could just feel everything. All of my senses were awake... I guess that is the only way I could put it into words."

(Sana PoV Over)

(The two other girls could do nothing but smile and listen to their lifelong friend explain the pure happiness she had finally felt. It had been years of misery as she constantly reminded herself of the mistake she made years ago. Now, she can finally forgive herself and forget it. The rest of the night was the three girls talking about distant memories of all of them in high school. Eventually, they all fell asleep. Sana forgets about the text she was waiting on, and falls asleep as well.)