My Heart Beats For You

He doesn't care

Sana's pov

I saw his story in which they all partying then I saw Sid he enjoying with them he was dancing with a girl I know her she is Kriya a very close friend of Sid, seeing this I started feeling heavy but I controlled myself and looked at dad

"Should I lie to him or should I tell the truth but what will I lie I am very bad at lying so I think I should tell him the truth.

"Ummm you were right dad he is with his friend let's have dinner" I sais casaully trying not to cry in front of him.

He looked at me and I looked down as I didn't want to get caught "Papa you sit I will bring food" I said and moved to kitchen without waiting for his reply

Once I reached kitchen I took a deep breath to calm myself as I don't want to cry "It's ok he must have forgot or his friends may have compelled him" I tried to reason myself

and who is going to choose a film night at home instead of happening party there, I think I am forcing myself on Sid it was me who compelled him to be with me I should forget that he has his different life now of which I am not a part of he has life in which he is a hero and I am nothing than an introvert and timid girl who just can't do a thing properly

I was thinking about this when I felt some wetness on my cheeks which made me realize I am crying I immediately wiped my tears, I don't wanna cry now so I placed all the food in a tray and took it outside seeing my father I smiled at him and served the dinner for him and myself after serving the food I sat down to eat.

"Sanu you know you cook just as your mother, Pammi ka khana bhi aisa tasty hota tha" My father said making me emotional firstly he compared me my mum and secondly he called me Sanu after a long time I went towards him and hugged him as tears made way from my eyes "I miss mumma" I said while Papa patted my back and carressed my hairs

Breaking the hug he forwarded me a morsel of chappati dipped in sabzi "aaj main aapni bachi ko khana khilauga"

I smiled and did the same we ate our dinner feeding each other after dinner I offered coffee to papa and he agreed

"I am sorry papa" I said while sipping my coffee

Papa looked at me with confused face "sorry for what?" he asked

"for not able to make upto your expectation but I promise I will try to improve" I said looking down

Papa placed his palm at my head "ni bache don't be sorry and I am sure you will make me and your mom proud."

"I love you papa" I said hugging him

"Love you too Sanu" he said kissing top of my head "now go to sleep it's already late, I know you had some different plans for night with Sid but....

"it's fine dad I had lovely time with you too and I can watch movie with him anyday maybe when he will be free today maybe his friends had compelled him to come with them" I said

"yes beta now you should make new friends too"

I nodded at him and wishing him the night I went to my room, It's good that Sid didn't come I got some precious time with papa

I sat on my desk and started sharing my experience with my bestie 'my diary

On the other hand

Sid was dancing and enjoying with his friends,getting exhausted they came down from dance floor and Sid took out his phone and was shocked to see the time he saw missed calls from Sana and Sukh ji, he immediately bid biee to his friends and came out though his friends tried to stop him but he didn't heard

"Shit Sid how can you be so careless how can you not realize the time, I have promised Sana that I will be with her" he said to himself and kicked his bike.

He took out his phone out to call Sana but then he stopped "what will I say to her that while dancing I forget to see the time she will get hurt I can't tell her that I was at the party, I will talk to her in person" thiking this he sat in his bike and drove to their house

Reaching there he again took out his phone and saw some text from Sana

"Shit Sid she instead of being angry she was worried for you and you were enjoying the party I had promised her and how excited and happy she was what will I do know I don't know how to face her. Will she be waiting for me?"

Sid's pov
with slow steps I entered inside and sighed in relief finding no one in the living hall then I went upstairs and saw that light of Sana's room was onn so I slowly peeked through the door and found her reading a novel. I thought for a second before entering inside, she looked towards me but then again looked down I guess she is really upset so I take steps towards her to coax her.

Sana's pov
I wanted to sleep as I didn't want to face Sid right now, I am angry from him if he had changed his plan he should atleast informed me but he didn't even picked my calls maybe he doesn't consider it important to inform me maybe I have no significance in his life but it's ok if he doesn't want me even I won't bother him again, I tried to sleep but sleep was far away from me so I took out a novel and started reading it, I was so lost in the story that I didn't noticed that someone entered my room, I know it is Sid and I want to to shout at him but when I looked up I saw him standing with a guilty face and all my anger melted but I didn't said anything and again started reading a novel.
He came towards and sat in fronts of me ....

"Gussa ho??"" he asked

What will be Sana's reaction

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