My Heart Beats For You

All over again

Shehnaaz opened her eyes and looked around to found that she is in hospital…. Her head was aching a little and it took her few moment to realize the events that occurred before “Sid” she screamed loudly gaining her father’s attention
“Sanu bacha….tu theek hai na?” he asked sitting beside her
“papa Sid…. Where is he?” this was all she could asked

“he is in different ward…. Sam is with him, he is badly hurt and it will took some time for him to wake up…”

Sana’s eyes get teary listening Sukh ji  “papa he is because of me….he came there to save me, he save the curtain to me and covered my whole body but he himself was getting burned”

“bacha…. Please don’t blame yourself he did this because he loves you and cares for you dekh tu use gussa thi fir bhi he came for you… and don’t worry I have talked with doctors they are saying that he will get fine soon…. And they said it is sort of miracle that despite of being exposed to fire he is not that burned he is unconscious just because of inhaling lot of smoke and being exposed to heat…. See he helped you and God helped him”

“papa I want to meet him…. Please take me there”
“sure Sanu first let me confirm it to doctors”
He went out and asked doctors if she can go out Doctors came in to check her and they give a green signal as Sana was perfectly fine, she had just fell unconscious because of panic and inhaling little smoke, Sana immediately got up but her father held her and asked her to walk slowly
She reached Sid’s room where Sam was already standing, she looked at him he was lying there which broke her heart
“Sid” she whispered
Sam looked towards her and held her hand “Sanu… why you are here tujhe toh rest krna chahiya tha” he asked but she didn’t paid any heed and sat beside Sidharth

“I had asked from doctor, he allowed her to come as she was compelling them”

“Both are same, they care for the other one more then themselves…. I had tried to stop Sid from getting inside as Fire wickets were already there but he went inside without paying heed to my words.

Sana sobbed listening his words, she was holding Sid’s palms which was slightly burned she kissed his palm
“How much he cares for me… whereas I was just putting allegations on him….” She remembers his cracking voice when he was saying her to talk to him before he leaves “I had hurt him enough but still he came to save me…”  she started caressing his face “get up na Siddy…ab tu kyu acting kar raha hai…. I know you are faking this….gussa hai mujhse… sorry na I won’t talk rudely to you from now onwards but please uth ja na…. baat kr merese ….we hadn’t talked from last three days…we made a record…. But ab bass haan mujhe aur record nahi banana hai I want to talk to you uth ja ab.” She said holding her palms when she felt a slight moment in his fingers
“papa call the doctors I think he is gaining consciousness” Sana said in a happy tone while Sam ran to call doctors

Sana smiled and kissed his forehead till the time doctor came
“you all please go out we need to check the patient”… they said which made Sana frown as she didn’t want to leave him

“can I stay here?” she asked

“no mam you can’t you need to move out for a sometime we will call you if he will get up”

“haan bache aa ja bahar let them do there work” Sukh ji said while Sana nodded half heartedly she was about to get up when she felt a pull she looked down to find that Sid was holding her hands tightly she immediately looked towards his face but his eyes were still closed.

Doctor looked at him in shock “umm maybe the words you were saying Is heard by him and his subconscious mind is reacting according to it please slowly try to remove your hand from his hold”

Sana nodded sadly and she bend a little to kiss his forehead and tried to get her hand out of his hold but he was holding her very tightly she pulled her hand with a force making Sid wake up with a jerk and he screamed ‘Shehnaaz’

Sid’ s pov
I was feeling a constant ache in my body…. I could hear the sound of some equipments and some talking noises but my mind was not able to comprehend anything all my mind was wandering around Shehnaaz…. When I suddenly felt a soft touch on my palm followed by a melodious voice “Sid please get up” I can hear her saying and she was constantly kissing my palms which was giving me the feeling of tranquility, I couldn’t feel pain now her voice and touch was doing magic on my system, I could hear her sob which made me feel a pain in my heart…. She is saying me to get up and talk to her and trust me I am trying hard to open my eyes but I am not able to my body is not supporting me… I want to get up and take her in arms, I am trying hard to move my body but I am not able to then suddenly I left that she is trying to remove her hand from mine which filled my hear with fear “will she leave me again? No please no…only I know how I passed three days without her no I don’t want to loose her now, this sudden fear made me hold her hands but I felt her trying to wriggle her palm which means she is trying to get away from me… I used all my strength and got up in a jerk

End of pov

“Sid” Sana whispered seeing his getting up

“mam….please move out for few moments we will call you soon” doctor said but Sid tighten his hold around Sana, he looked around and realized that he is in hospital which made him recall the fire incident

Doctor sighed seeing this “its ok you stay here but others please move outside” he said indicating to Sukh ji and Sam who were thanking God for his grace, they both nodded and moved out while Sid and naaz were staring each other with lot of emotions
“why did you sent me away from you? You know how painful it was for me to stay without you?”

“even I was enjoying without you…. I was getting restless with each passing second”

“then why didn’t you called me and even you didn’t picked my calls”

“I had no courage to talk to you”

They were talking through their eyes when doctor intervened, he examined Sid while Sana sat beside him

“he is fine now but this burn will take some time to leave” Saying so he left and Sana immediately hugged Sid “I am sorry…. I am sorry”

Sid patted her back and kissed my hairs “ I should be me who should be sorry not you…. I broke you heart by….”
Sana stopped him in between “no don’t… let’s not talk about it let’s forget there was something between us….  I was hurt that you didn’t loved me and lied to me but now I realized that how stupid I was…. Love can’t be forced and whatever you did was just to make me happy….”

“no Sana it’s not like that now I am happy with you…. I… I genuinely feel for….”

“please Sid no… don’t speak further… I don’t want you to feel suffocated please forget all these please” she said in a pleading tone making him sigh
“she is not in a state to understand she won’t trust me now… so, it’s better to drop this topic here…. I need to win her heart and trust back once again….but for I need to give her comfort then slowly I will tell her about my feeling” saying so he kissed her hairs once again

Will Sid be successful in his mission?

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